Finally he got the msg the msg that i have been trying to tell him for the past 1 week
yes... we shall be friends now no pressure of getting back shall see hw things go what will happen in the future no one knows if it is fated, we will b tog if it is not, then we can remain as friends
i felt much better after he has gotten the msg cuz i know he won't feel sad already... both of us will try to enrich our lives with different experiences to make us better persons
phew~ so much relief after this morning cuz last nite i was feeling like shit! n i hope that this good mood will b with me everyday!
thx fuyan and jeremy for all the crappy jokes to lighten up my days very much appreciated! ^^
Hush Hush I never needed you to be strong I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs I never needed pain, I never needed strain My love for you is strong enough you should have known
I never needed you for judgment I never needed you to question what I spend I never ask for help I take care of myself I don’t why you think you got a hold on me
And it’s a little late for conversations There isn’t anything for you to say And my eyes hurt, hands shiver So look at me and listen to me because…
I don’t want to stay another minute I don’t want you to say a single word Hush hush Hush hush There is no other way, I get the final say
Because… I don’t want to, do this any longer I don’t want you, theres nothing left to say Hush hush Hush hush I’ve already spoken, our love is broken Baby hush hush
I never needed your corrections On everything from how I act to what I say I never needed words I never needed hurts I never needed you to be there everyday I’m sorry for the way I let go
From everything I wanted when you came along But I am never beaten, broken not defeated I know next to you is not where I belong And it’s a little late for explanations There isn’t anything that you can do And my eyes hurt, hands shiver So you will listen when I say baby…
I don’t want to stay another minute I don’t want you to say a single word Hush hush Hush hush There is no other way, I get the final say
Because… I don’t want to do this any longer I don’t want you there’s nothing left to say Hush hush Hush hush I’ve already spoken, our love is broken Baby hush hush
No more words No more lies No more crying No more pain No more hurt No more trying
I don’t want to stay another minute I don’t want you to say a single word Hush hush Hush hush There is no other way, I get the final say
Because… I don’t want to, do this any longer I don’t want you, theres nothing left to say Hush hush Hush hush I’ve already spoken, our love is broken Baby hush hush
4:53 PM
Thursday, July 02, 2009
its not love anymore between u and me if u love me, you wont do things to hurt me mayb im being the psychotic one i dunno
all i wanna say is u really hurt me too deep this time round i feel like crying almost every night it's you... thanks ah
i hate myself for being like that bt i dunno what to do to make things better too much trust... in the end all i get is crap!
i hate myself for being too devoted i hate myself for all these u made me hate myself
escape! i wanna escape! to a place where i can all be alone i wanna escape from YOU!
9:52 PM
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
maybe someday i will take up photography always think that that is a good hobby capturing beatiful moments figuring out what is the perfect angle for one to look at things
i hope to take up more hobbies... to occupy myself mayb there is another purpose in life out there for me to discover
grow up girl be strong be brave know ur focus know ur direction in life well
