so suay the STUPID sandwich vending machine ate my $3!!! $3 lorx.... alot lehx stupid neh neh grrrrr....
gonna start mugging again bt when i tot of mugging i will feel slpy y ah? think i gt study phobia le~~~ WAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Ms Kruskal Wallis (hahaha.... i gave her a new nick) u r driving us all crazy i hate fyp~
4:44 PM
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
new song by SHE --- zen me ban very nice~~~ wu zun very handsome in the mv~~~
9:59 PM
4:12 PM
jux imm after i reached home saw mum was arranging our childhood pix hahahaha i looked thru them n found very cute pix
those were the days~
will upload them soon hahahaha n i wanna prove to ppl who dun believe that i was a hamburger b4 hohohoho
2:52 PM
had fun today in sch during mr cher lesson well i was not listening to him obviously hahahaha so boring lorx
i was busy playing wit my gd friend i think she had a great time kissing n biting me hor? hahahaha bt its smelly lehx luckily yan gt alcohol swab if not my hand gg to rot away
during that lesson i felt as if i were in secondary sch days teasing one gal with another boy hahahaha so fun seeing her shy bt hope she wont get angry
a happy day~ =)
2:48 PM
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
slpt for only 4 hrs last nite so tired now a bit in blur state le
today's test, the case study was a disaster haix dunno wad rubbish i wrote
for the presentation skip alot of things not said was nervous until cannot hahahahahaha hope wont get lousy results bahx
leg very pain now all becux of my mum's high heel shoes so not used to it well sure will have muscle pain for the next few days
NOT ENUFF SLP ARGHHHHH!!!!~~~~ tons of work to do im dying soon~~~~~
6:56 PM
Saturday, November 25, 2006
NEW MV BY XIAO ZHU~~~
SO NICE~~~
(ps: for bigger version, go to youtube n search for it.. hahaha... pai seh!)
juz finished watching second last episode of GoOnG~~~ SUPER NICE~~~
8:34 PM
today went home happily~~~ when i reached home saw dad on-ing 2 comp noe wad he is doin? not any million dollars business BUT maple story i sat down wanting to use the comp (after so many days of studying) acciddentally closes 'his shop' i wanted to quit the game bt kana stop by him
i argued that his stupid maple will lag the com bt he insisted that it wont pls lar when u use maple n we use msn u say will lag the game wont it happen the other way round wad the~
i told him that i will on the game bt if the com lag i will quit it hence i wanted to hlp him open his shop again bt the things have to be put up all over again i asked for hlp bt he started scolding wah lao~~~ my fault ah im already not very happy bout him using 2 comps to play that childish game yet i kana all these shit from him
pls lar can someone pls destroy maple at least my house comp wont b able to get access to it
i juz couldnt understand he always becux of maple shout n scream at us i mean wad lorx is that ur everything???
i got really very fed up with him i mean this is far too ridiculous one comp to play is already childish enuff n now u r using 2
how i wish i can have a labtop of my own so that i will not need to have to look at his 'face color' SUPER FED UP!!!
6:45 PM
its so discouraging after 5 days of effort i still cant do well for histo
becux its daQueen's test so i cant afford not to do well i started studying since mon at least 2 hours per day last nite studied until 2 am today woke up at 6am 4 hours of slp only~~~ how to survive u tell mi yet i cant do well haix
normally ppl look at results they dont bother bout the process bad results = no effort gd results = effort i've been studying real hard yet i still get bad results well sianx~~~
6:39 PM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
juz now on the way back the 4 of us (alina, ah gd, eileen n i) were busy toking bout the coming D&D hahahahaha felt so excited about it wanting to see everyone in their best outfit appearing for the dinner cool man~
wonder whether anyone is gg to 告白 that day notx hahahaha if there is it gonna b super romantic juz like tv drama always show de heex to those who are gg to declare their love that day de AJA!!!
i haven buy my stuffs for D&D yet haix gg to go bankrupt soon hope then mum will sponsor abit for mi if not sure gg to declare bankrupt after D&D
so sianx this few days keep mugging the histo book
friendship that i always wish to maintain often turn out the other way no matter how hard i tried to it seems to fail everytime is it something really wrong wit mi i dunno can u tell mi why
sometimes its how i look at things i often care too much bout how others will react to my words n often i dun dare to express the feelings all out im too fake le bahx always there to fake out smiles that are not genuine at all bt i seriously dun wan friends to get affected by my shitty mood i will often hide myself in my own world wanting to correct my feelings all over again bt somehow i will still let the pessimistic side of me appear in front of them im sorry i tried my best to control bt somehow i failed not mature enuff to handle things i shld say bt that's certainly not an excuse
11:12 PM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
i have to get back to normal this side of me is definitely not gd
sing out loud~~!!! eat non-stop~~!!!
hopefully after one night of slp i can be back to norm again!
juz came back from supper this supper was a special one cuz i went out in dear's car (rent from his uncle)
im his first passenger n its the first time he drove the car without an instructor cuz he juz gt his licence not long ago well i was scared yet excited we reached marsiling safe and sound hahahaha BT parking is really a BIG problem for dear i can sense that he was very nervous while he was trying to park the car there were several times that he nearly 'kissed' the car beside it i was all tense up at that moment hands all cold bout 15 mins later he managed to get the car parked (though not very straight) then we gt down to eat something
the terrible thing happened when we were back in the car he tried to get the car out of the parking slot n he 'kissed' the car beside there was a scratch visible so scared juz then the owner of the car appeared dear went down n apologised to her she's a very kind soul she din blame dear for that instead told dear to be more careful next time
the journey back home was alrite dear drove carefully n i reached yishun safe and sound hahahaha n now he is on his way back home hope that he can park his car without 'kissing' other cars
it's a wonderful first experience i shld say i will like to go thru with him from the days when he parked clumsily to days in the future when he can park his car confidently
AJA!!!
11:08 PM
Friday, November 17, 2006
its our LAST PTN gathering well it was a very simple 1 hour gathering i din really enjoyed it cuz its juz another simple lunch among the 4 of us nth special
today kana suan alot esp my dear gd friend she seems to be very happy when suaning mi bt i still have to treat her gd if not she might do crazy things and by that time i think i will go crazy too
"ah gd ah.... today u frightened the kid u noe? when u n him alighted the train he put his hand on his chest with that kind of 'freak out' face pls lar next time dun do funny faces to kids ok? they will have to eat jin feng san in order to calm them down not very gd u noe?"
today mentioned about the life after graduation hmmx... though sure will miss u guys (cuz i know u all will miss mi too.... :x) hahahaha bt im looking forward to the days after life in sp becoming a rich woman soon~ MUAHAHAHAHAHA!
8:12 PM
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Gave you 18/20 for the essay. Kind of makes up for a pretty dismal "fill in the blanks". Is everything OK? Looks like you need to do some serious reading to catch up. Let me know if you are really suffering.
This was Mr.Fraser's reply to my blood banking essay.
Well, wad more can i say~
I will try to do my best next time round
6:08 PM
always not enuff slp for me always feel so slpy give mi energy pls @_@
after listening to some songs i will always have some thoughts for it juz listened to kenji wu's new song: 纸片人 lyrics very touching bt does this happen in real life? is there such a devoted guy on earth? i wonder
(ps: if u couldnt see the chinese words above, pls click on View --> Encoding --> Unicode)
4:34 PM
Monday, November 13, 2006
yea~ im soooooo SUAY when can i stop this suay luck seems to be following mi after my 19th birthday
today is another super suay day for mi gt pharmaco test bt i guess its another failure bahx wah~~~ save mi man i cant hav too many failure tests
today actually planned to wake up @ 7am to study my pharmaco cuz haven finished remembering my formula BUT i woke up @ 8am ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~ late le nvm~ i found out that i haven checked my tut de ans yet so i quickly on the comp to print that out AND U KNOW WAD??? MY PRINTER RAN OUT OF INK~~~~~ ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~ nvm... still not so bad late le i ran out of my house reach next block le then realised that i forgot my notes!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~ ran back to take it
not so bad lar still manage to reach sch on time during pharmaco test felt depressed cuz cant really do the question while i was doing the calculation questions MY CALCULATOR BLACK OUT~~~ no image press 10X on button then manage to on it finished a few parts of the qns le BLACK OUT AGAIN kns.... when blank for bout 5X i think in the end din manage to finish AGAIN~~~ lame lorx
SO pls... can someone help mi to get rid of this suayness ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~
btw my sis was very suay too we r probably down with our luck SHIT~~
5:51 PM
Saturday, November 11, 2006
so so sOOOOOOOOOOOOO tired today no energy to study read n forget that's what im best in
oh ya i've looked thru some hp models heex if i rmb correctly Samsung D900 is another phone im interested in besides N73 both have 3MP camera wahahahahahaha still deciding which one to buy actually dun wish to get samsung phone anymore bt suddenly saw this model that attracts mi hahahahaha so see how bahx *cant wait to change phone*
10:44 PM
look at the time now~ 0221AM im still struggling with my work juz hope that i can finish all these asap i have to start studying le
actually in my previous post i said that i was very proud of myself being able to finish almost all my assignments bt lehx when ed called n told us about rhesus and g6pd pracs we were like "huh?? gt meh??" we even did the wrong case study my fault lar gave them the wrong info tot heard ed said bt mayb im too blur le sorry gals~
haix.... actually gt no energy le bt must still be positive AJA! AJA! thx gals for chionging together with mi~~ so proud of u gals not forgetting ed for reminding the blur lot of us hahahahaha THANKS A LOTX
*tml still have to wake up early to acc my sis for pri1 orientation* declared all assignments done~~~ thanks to dear too.... =)
2:20 AM
Friday, November 10, 2006
end of e-learning week le~ finally~~~ well... im proud of myself at least i finished most of my work wahahahahahahaha *applause* thank you thank you
yet i still have quite a no of work left fyp lar histo presentation lar aiyo n lots of test too =(
today i finally bought yanzi's album with the popular vouchers by them happy~~~ nice songs~~~
now juz pray hard that histo test will change to week 9 if not i will sure get bad results again I DUN WAN~~~~ ok.... week 9 pls... can??? PLS
9:57 PM
Thursday, November 09, 2006
when she sits down to think bout the people round her she will realise that she is being loved well-loved by all her friends family and loved one
small acts done by them can deeply touch her although she din spell it all out deep in her heart she is thankful thankful for the love they showered her with they let her feel the sense of happiness giving her the energy to move on when she is depressed sharing her joy and grief by doubling her joy and half her grief
she wants to thank every single one of them n tell them that she loves them too
10:00 PM
my little sis
today she did something real funny
she was playing hide n seek with my cousin n sis
she ran towards the computer table
n sat under it
n i was there doing my blood bank essay
i didnt noe she was hiding
until when i shifted my legs
she grabbed my legs n shifted it back to the original place
when i looked down
''Shh....'' she said n pointed towards the door
hahahaha
oooooo
n i kept quiet
continue to do my essay
my cousin came n asked whether i saw my sis
i shook my head
pretending to concentrate on my work
when i looked under the table
i saw her face down
whole body shivering
hahahaha
she was trying her best not to giggle
cuz everytime she will get caught becux of her giggles
when no one was around
she whispered. "very hot lehx..."
she was sweating all over
aiyoyo
hahaha
she brightens up my day
so cute~~~
oh ya
she was found in the end
n finally burst into laughters
5:58 PM
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
still in sch~ strugglin~ din manage to complete a thing today oh man im sooooooooo.... tired someone pls save mi
*deprive of slp*
=(
3:44 PM
after hearing wad eileen has said i gt very fed wif her (not eileen of cuz) out of no where suddenly our cls de PTN gathering is at sch's pizza hut wad a lame joke rite
she said we couldnt decide on one that's y she chose pizza hut @ sch bt firstly pizza hut is not even in our list of suggestions shit her lorx
last sem le bt i dun seems to be enjoying esp wit a cls tutor lik her (im sorry if i de zui those ppl whu loves her) bt im really fed up wit tis kind of lame 'jokes'
i miss joshua sng at least he bothers to listen to our suggestions not like her i wan joshua back
its really lame i jux couldnt tolerate or is it im too sick with elearning le that's y over-reacted hmmx well might as well dun go for PTN not as if like i nv go pizza hut n eat b4 see her also no appetite wad eva~~~
3:35 PM
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
today very early jiu wake up le 8.00 am surprising rite i always wake up at 12+ de
went to sch with my dear 'stinky' alina she so bad lorx kip saying i stink where gt me smell so nice she dunno how to appreciate should let her smell my socks next time eh dun wan lar my sock smell too nice i bring my choc to her muahahahahahahaha
did alot of things today very proud of myself AJA!!!
love to see alina tease edmund so the funny luff until can cry alina always let edmund gt nth to say hahahahahahaha bt my dear 'stinky' alina dun be so auntie lar next time use 'less auntie' de way to tease edmund ok? had fun today
everyone seems to be very busy so have to take gd care of urself AJA! AJA! =)
6:38 PM
Monday, November 06, 2006
Perfect Moment
This is my moment This is my perfect moment with you This is what God meant This is my perfect moment with you I wish I could free this space and time The way that I feel For you inside This is my moment This is my perfect moment with you Tell me you love me When you leave You’re more than a shadow That’s what I believe You take me places I never thought I’d see Minute by minute You’re the world to me I wish I could frame The look in your eyes The way that I feel For you inside This is my moment This is my perfect moment with you What if tomorrow brings A lonely day Here and now I know How to live in vain And my tears in the rain And if love never comes again I can always say I’ve been To paradise in your eyes, eyes, eyes Tell me you love me The moment you leave You’re more than a shadow I’ve got to believe I wish I could keep You all of my life The way that I feel For you inside This is my moment This is my perfect moment with you This is my moment This is my perfect moment with you With you With you
3:53 PM
n here is the moment that i waited so long the arrival of Chip n Dale....
these are the close up of my chip n dale
on the left is chip while on the right is dale i think shld b correct according to wad alina told mi
from now onwards i shall create my version of chip n dale story they are best friends ever and here is the pic they took together while i was not around
so cute~~~
1:06 PM
i nearly broke down nearly went mad bad things seem to happen all at one shot i cant take it
results sch work mummy sister boyfriend combined their forces to attack me im already covered with wounds dying of pain why are u all still treating mi this way
is that call love from u all dont u noe wad state im in rite now can u understand not that i dun appreciate ur care and concern it jux that its not the right time i jux couldnt take it n finally i burst into tears i could no longer take it let me be will u
12:45 AM
Sunday, November 05, 2006
i think im really getting older le always very tired after work cant do much thing de lorx haix
end of my weekends le n that means its the arrival of elearning week sianx assignments assignments and assignments nth else besides assignments oh my who is there to save mi~~~
oh ya gonna post up the pix of my chip n dale heex bt have to wait for dear to hlp mi with the infra red software 敬请期待 lorx
dear friends thx for spending ur time to read my blog
8:09 PM
Saturday, November 04, 2006
well i noe i cant be so discouraged n after one day of depression yesterday today im back to my normal self heex so happy to see ed's tag cuz at least there is someone who bothers to come to my blog n read wahahahahaha aiyo i sound like as if im so not popular bt thanks friend~~~ ur act is kindly appreciated
oh ya gt alina tag too bt pls dun call mi robertina wad a lame name haix happy to see ur tag means gt 2 friends viewed my blog le my blog is on its way to become popular muahahahahahahaha
elearning week next week n this means that i gt tons of work to do so ming ku lehx how i wish i could clear my work within a day n the rest of the week can slp like a pig wahahahahaha
oh ya think alina not gg for dnd le aiyo i was very disappointed when she told mi bt i acted like nth hahahahaha cuz i noe she always wanted to go overseas mahx so i think im not that influential enuff to persuade her go for dnd will miss u that day de oopx~~
another tired day I WANNA SLP~~~
9:55 PM
Friday, November 03, 2006
well its jux a lousy day for mi sat for my BB quiz 2 din even manage to finish it n guess wad i did i left almost all the true or false qns BLANK stupid rite he was rite at least if i filled in an ans i gt 50% of gettin the ans correct but not i dun wan no time i hate it cuz i was trying very hard to recall n when fraser said stop writing shit i noe im gg to get very bad results i gt lots of blanks not filled in n true enuff i only gt 46/80 wad the
im super duper depressed discouraged wad more can i say i sat down for the past few days did nth except studying for the test i wanna get good results im determined to do that then i realised that effort is not equals to result well im getting more stupid feelin damn lousy
