Monday, November 20, 2006
friendship that i always wish to maintain
often turn out the other way
no matter how hard i tried to
it seems to fail everytime
is it something really wrong wit mi
i dunno
can u tell mi why
sometimes its how i look at things
i often care too much bout how others will react to my words
n often i dun dare to express the feelings all out
im too fake le bahx
always there to fake out smiles that are not genuine at all
bt i seriously dun wan friends to get affected by my shitty mood
i will often hide myself in my own world
wanting to correct my feelings all over again
bt somehow
i will still let the pessimistic side of me appear in front of them
im sorry
i tried my best to control
bt somehow
i failed
not mature enuff to handle things i shld say
bt that's certainly not an excuse
11:12 PM
