Sunday, December 31, 2006
yea
new yr coming
today is the last day of 2006
hmmx
still remember last yr de today
i was online
toking to ed n alina
toking bout new yr resolution
so fast 1 yr pass le
wah
i like wasted another yr man~
had lunch wit alina at long john today
well
chatted bout how fast this yr had passed
then suddenly gt 1 malay little gal
she was standing behind mi
"excuse mi, auntie"
i turned around, not feeling angry
"yes?"
"oh... i mean jie jie"
omg~
i nearly melted....
her voice so sweet n cute
then she keep looking at mi
think she like mi too much
i noe she cant hlp it
muahahahahahaha
alina
dun vomit ok?
2:54 PM
Saturday, December 30, 2006
tell me
let me know what is going on
tell me
if you have decided to drift away from me
don't leave me there to guess
tell me
it's better this way
9:56 PM
went to work alone
went back home after work alone
im all alone now
im learning to be independent now
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
no matter hw u all judge mi
i dun care
i juz wan to be happy
continue to point ur fingers at mi
i dun care le
wad i wanna say is
i din say or act the way u all expected mi to
doesnt mean i dun have feelings or im cold blooded
cuz i believe that some things i dun nid to give explanation
its between mi n him
i dun nid to seek for ur approval b4 i end this relationship
im tired of explaining
juz let mi be will u
6:22 PM
Friday, December 29, 2006
since 9.30pm
i have been sitting in front of the comp
n juz now at 8.00am
i had finally finished my fyp report~~~
10.5 hrs working non-stop
oh man~
im SO PROUD OF MYSELF~
din even fall aslp
hahahaha
YEA~~~
I DECLARED FYP REPORT DONE!!!
READY FOR PRINTING~~~
READY FOR BINDING~~~
READY FOR SUBMISSION~~~
APPLAUSE
8:26 AM
look at the time now
its 4.48 am!!!
*shake shake*
its not i wake up early~
its i nv slp~!!!
argh~~~
later gonna hand up fyp le
bt last min so much careless mistakes spotted
im still left wit my contents page not done yet
oh my~~~
my pillow is waiting for mi~
so is my bolster
after today
im free from fyp report
MUAHAHAHAHAHA~
only left wit presentation
finally can take a real break b4 i carry on wit my other assignments~
shit~
bt still working this weekend~
oh my~
ming ku ah~
nvm
last day 7th jan 2007
waited this day for so long
can officially step down as a NTUC cashier
MUAHAHAHAHAHA~
lots of movies waiting for mi to watch them
bt hor
budget~
hahaha
spent too much this holi~
when can earn back???
DeathNote II is a must
hehehe
4:48 AM
Thursday, December 28, 2006
last nite went to kbox with eeling, geoffrey n ed
it was a fun time
8 hrs of singing
cool~
think is my first time i sang for so long~
bt when im back at home
all those feelings came back again
i feel terrible
very terrible
i noe u guys care
thx geoffrey
" jin tian xing qing hao dian le ma?"
thx for thinking ways to let mi feel better
thx alina
"earth still spinning, life still goes on"
thx yan for concerning
thx ed
"i am here for u"
"we are here for ur pain and sorrow, ur happiness and laugher"
thx mum n sis for consoling mi
i nid time
nid time to get back to norm
sorry if i acted weirdly these few days
pls bear with mi
i dunno wad i should do
not in the status to think
its painful
bt i think its gd for mi n him
at least
we grow up
not becux i have fallen for another guy
juz that im tired of everything
i nid a break
i really nid a break
1:51 PM
last nite went to kbox with eeling, geoffrey n ed
it was a fun time
8 hrs of singing
cool~
think is my first time i sang for so long~
bt when im back at home
all those feelings came back again
i feel terrible
very terrible
i noe u guys care
thx geoffrey
" jin tian xing qing hao dian le ma?"
thx for thinking ways to let mi feel better
thx alina
"earth still spinning, life still goes on"
thx yan for concerning
thx ed
"i am here for u"
"we are here for ur pain and sorrow, ur happiness and laugher"
thx mum n sis for consoling mi
i nid time
nid time to get back to norm
sorry if i acted weirdly these few days
pls bear with mi
i dunno wad i should do
not in the status to think
its painful
bt i think its gd for mi n him
at least
we grow up
not becux i have fallen for another guy
juz that im tired of everything
i nid a break
i really nid a break
1:51 PM
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
its really a bad day for mi
i breakdown twice
i decided to gave up
gave up on him
gave up on everything
u targeted my friend
now u ask mi how to face my friend
u always nv tot of consequences
only let mi face them
dont u think that is so childish
a relationship only involved 2 parties
yet
u decided to drag a third party in
wad more can i say
im tired of explaining
tired of u
tired of us
i gave up
mayb i will regret
bt that's my decision for now
i wanna escape from everything
cuz for now
im juz a living zombie
u forced mi
u forced mi
12:26 AM
Monday, December 25, 2006
Friends Forever - Vitamin C
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
5:34 PM
HO HO HO
MERRY XMAS~
gt xmas gift from geoffrey
its eeyore~
sooo... cute
tail still can detach~
bt the hair on it makes mi wanna sneeze
ARRRRR... CHOOOOOOOOOOOOO
huang jin jia quite nice
cuz the jia4 shi4 very big
hahaha
alot of gold thing here n there
though the ending abit lame
all dead except gong li n chow yun fat
bt not bad lar~
at least the part where they fight for war
cool man~
esp the way they command~
1:54 AM
Sunday, December 24, 2006
xmas eve
rainy day
n soon it will be new yr's eve
hahaha
n that's end of 2006
omg~
its real fast
this is the first thing im gg to do when 2007 starts
that is to go n watch DeathNote II
cool man~
im lovin' it~
tok things out wit him
n now
i guess it is time for mi n him to think bout our r/s
to play
to pause
to stop
im still struggling hard
this is something that only the both of us know wad is gg on
which is the best choice?
i dunno
6:33 PM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
finally i have uploaded all my picx into my comp le
and here they are~
well...
obviously only mi, gdfriend n yan are posing for this pic...
hahaha....
eileen ah.... wad u doing ah?
mi and rena =)
mi and huiyu =)
mi and minyu~
making funny faces~
omg... look so puffy
mi n ed.... =)
mi and geoffrey~~~
see...
i gt the courage to go up to him n ask to take pic wit him ok?
mi n eeling~
that nite....
yan and gd friend say we look alike~
hahaha...
is it becux of our hair?
mi n gd friend...
haha....
like old couples taking picx
cls photo ^^
eh... but y cheefan is there ah?
hahaha....
that's all the picx i have~
the others not very nice
hahahahaha....
18/12/2006 n 19/12/2006
happy and memorable days for mi~
7:54 PM
Friday, December 22, 2006
he is like angry wit mi
well....
i dunno how to express my feelings
im juz too stressed wit my work
too stressed to handle quarrels now
im sick
been sneezing whole day long
omg
dunno tml still fit for work
gonna resign soon
byex NTUC
hahahaha
bt after holiday
no more income le
mayb take up tuitions?
at least not as tedious as NTUC mahx
hands n feet so cold nw
sick~~~
goeffrey gonna make cheesecake for both classes after sch reopen
he promised to let mi try
hahaha
so happy~
see how well he can make
see whether gt as nice as gd friend's cheesecake not
heex
still stuck with fyp
if sick can let mi take off from fyp jiu hao le
bt still
i have to do
deadline coming soon
arghhhh~~~
stress!!
10:30 PM
Thursday, December 21, 2006
sometimes i wonder
whether the both of us really understand each other anot
sometimes i wonder
after 3 yrs le
our relationship becomes better or worse
i wonder~
that's definitely not my purpose of saying that to u
i dun mean it that way
cuz these few days
im already very vexed with my fyp n sch work le
no time to even relax at all
even if i relax
i will feel guilty
im super stressed now
hence
when i heard of ur prob in ns
im even more stress
its not that i demand u not to tell mi anything bout ur ns
its juz that
im vexed
not in the right status to cheer u up
cuz i nid a shoulder
to let mi vent out all my stress
im very stressed
no longer able to cope with it with a smile
u understand?
11:02 PM
i really din expect u to say that
n yet u did it
wad are friends for?
r u my true friend?
i wonder
i was shocked to hear u say that
whether it was jokingly or wad
it hurts mi
n im no longer in a gd mood nw
1:06 AM
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
after seeing so many ppl finishing their fyp
i start to wonder when then can i finish my fyp
argh~~~
already very sick and tired of fyp le
bt still i have to spend my whole holiday on it
argh~~~
somehow....
i juz couldnt concentrate
ppl enjoying their holiday
n wad m i doing
haix....
geoffrey so bad
like wanna tell the whole world bout that incident
zheng hao also
haix....
fang guo wo bah~~~
box u all then u noe~~~
hahahaha...
dun see mi skinny skinny de
i can box ppl de u noe
10:14 PM
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
yea
went for D&D yesterday
well
spent lots of money on it
sis helped mi make up
hahaha
not bad lar.... ooppx
took cab there n reached there early
slowly as time pass
more n more ppl came
was very impressed with some ppl's overall attire
hahaha
remembered one with the indian costume
wahhhhh....
super catching
hahaha
well have fun sitting with fraser during the dinner
he is a very fun lecturer
so cute lehx
oh ya
he said he gg to sing for us during the last lecture
heexxx....
so excited~ im waiting~~~
during midnight
we went to st james power station
well
almost everyone was there
haha
n the most malu thing happened to mi
after i drank one cup of vodka lime and half a cup of vodka ribena
I WAS DRUNK~
ah.... shit man
the feeling was terrible
i remembered wat happened to mi
bt everything was like as though im in dreamland
i was sooo..... dizzy
cant even walk properly
cant process my tots n words properly
kept luffing with my gd friend
cuz i think she was half drunk too
wahhh....
must have ruined my whole image for that day
bt i really nid to thank those friends that were taking care of mi
to ed: thanks for lending mi ur shoulder n holding on to mi
to geoffrey: thanks for ur blazer... hahaha....
to eileen: thanks for accing mi throughout the nite, thanks alot alot alot.... you took great care of mi~~ =)
to everyone: thanks for concerning mi when i was drunk
i must have looked stupid
geoffrey n yan took pictures of mi lehx
wahhhh
nearly fainted
these kind of pics how can jian ren
haixxxx
bt in overall
still enjoyed my day wit u guys~~
thanks~~~
4:00 PM
Friday, December 15, 2006
end of my 12 weeks term
should i rejoice?
hahahaha
well
of cuz
bt yet
graduating soon le
i will miss u guys
on the graduation party day
we wore our cls tee
well
hmmx...
its an abstract art i shld say
no comments
hahahaha
i had fun during the graduation party
love it esp when i saw fraser dancing
the chicken little dance
he is simply too cute
wahahahaha
love him lots
the children were cute too
" put ur left hand in
put ur left hand out
put ur left hand in
and shake it all about~"
omg!!!
so cute lorx
cant stop applausing
hahahaha
3 yrs old only lehx
cute little boys n gals
mr fraser, mr woo, mr sng and ms soh
i love u all
enjoyed attending ur lessons
esp with those jokes n luffters
wah
tired day i shld say
so slpy now~~~~
tml still nid to work
duh~
bt have to earn back the money i spent for D&D
hahaha
so
AJA!
to ed: dun b soooo sian and depressed...
must be optimistic
u cant get depressed at this moment
jia you lorx!
10:38 PM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
happy birthday to mei mei~
6 yrs old le lorx.... haha
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btw... this pic taken long ago
cuz cant find a recent nice pic of her~
9:39 PM
while i was in the train back home
i suddenly tot of this gd analogy to describe love~
谈恋爱就像搭列车一样
当座位是空着时
乘客会选择坐上那个他所想要坐的位置
列车开动了
乘客也越来越多
也许会有几个乘客等待着那个座位
而选择站着
但是如果那个座位已被霸占了
别的乘客就无法坐上去了
等待座位的乘客只好等到座位再度空着时
才向前坐下
座位也有分受欢迎和不受欢迎的
最受欢迎的
当然是 corner seats
middle seats are less popular
有些乘客从坐下的那一刻起
就不再换座位了
一直坐在他选择的位置上
不管 corner seats 是否空着
他会一直坐在那
直到目的地抵达为止
有些乘客
在还没抵达目的地时
会选择换座位
也许是因为座位坐得很不舒服
或许是因为 corner seats 空着了
而选择换座位
有些乘客
坐到一半就站起来了
那是因为他觉得站着会比较舒服
有些乘客
会同时霸占两个位子
这行为让周围的乘客看了很不爽
你只付了一张车票的钱！
有些乘客
因为看到有比他更需要那座位的人
而选择把位子让给那个需要那座位的人
最后一种类型的乘客
是选择了一个他不是很喜欢的位子
那是因为他喜欢的位子被霸占了
坐着比站着好
所以选择坐在他不是很喜欢的位子
在列车里的乘客那么多
而你又是那一种乘客呢?
6:24 PM
Monday, December 11, 2006
diff ppl have diff mindset
they also have diff characters too
we cant possibly wan everyone to have the same mindset or character as us
wad we have to do is to give in
to understand their feelings
well
its of cuz much easier to tok than to act
sometimes i made such mistakes too
bt as one grows up
we will b able to experience more
its very difficult for housewives to control their feelings sometime
i understand why is it so
its becux the love that they nid
only comes from her family members
no one else in this world can love them except her family members
not like us, teenagers
if family face prob
we can go out n forget about all our prob
we can relax this way
wad bout housewives
they are stuck to their home
if family face prob
they have no way to seek for relaxation
esp when they dunno how to
wad we have to do
is to shower her with love
let them feel that she is being loved
let them feel that she is important to us
cuz we are her everything
mum i love you
dun be depressed le
u have to learn to open ur mind
b more optimistic
well
its a learning process
its ok if u fail this time
im sure one day
u r able to live happily
no worries
no tears
surrounded by only laughters n happiness
9:14 PM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
sometimes i wonder
normally guys ditch gals
or gals ditch guys?
when a guy ditch a gal
the guy is heartless
bt when a gal ditch a guy
the gal is ruthless
a sms ends a relationship
2 words 'no feelings' end a relationship
a relationship that both parties work hard
both work hard to get together
how come one party can suddenly have no feelings towards the other?
is this call cheating?
or something is wrong with their hormones
no more 'dopamine'? (is it spelled this way?)
i can sense that the guy is not willing to let go
well
relationships cannot be commented by a third party
wad i wld like to say is
its a miracle for both parties to get together
treasure it
cuz if u let go
dont regret for not holding on tight
"But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will I ever see
You smiling back at me
How will I know?
If I let you go ... " ----- Westlife
11:54 PM
心情好乱
不知道怎么表达自己
我是不是很没用？
连这么基本的事都不会
好多事情我不想听
也不想知道
我宁愿相信自己的想法
相信我所看到和听到的事情
12:23 AM
Friday, December 08, 2006
slpt at 5am this morning
do fyp till 5am
5am!
nv slp so 'late' yet 'early' b4
wahahahaha
n now im tired
very tired yet cant go slp yet
this pic can really describes how tired im nw!
10:24 PM
look at the time now
3.53 am
im still stuck wit my carbohydrate metabolism!!!
3:51 AM
wah.... Ms K.W. really can kill us man
we did fyp from 2+pm till 11+pm
oh man
its damn tired
after lib close
we went to bukit batok de mac to do our work
till 11+pm then we went back home
i near 12am then reach home
omg!!!
its super tiring
n i cant slp now
still have to do the report
tink can dun slp le
tml straight away go for her cls
give mi some of the energy booster pills pls (not the wrong one in I Not Stupid Too)
i nid engergy!!!
noe u treat mi the best
thx~
12:44 AM
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
now then i truly understand
im a person whu is afraid of being lonely
that's y i nid u
nid u to be by my side
to give mi the power to move on
i miss u~
3:25 PM
im at home all alone now
mum n dad went for gor's POP
sisters went out to play
mi lehx
have to stay at home
study for tml's prac test
awwwww....
im so tired
think i have to take a nap b4 doing anything else
today was fun during mr cher's lesson
well not becux his lesson is fun
its juz that i gt myself laughing away whenever i saw how siva tok to ed
its so funny
he is a very humorous guy i shld say
haha
i managed to get myself to listen to mr cher in the second part of the lecture
managed to understand a bit
bt well
when im listening seriously
i will tend to fall asleep
n i go ZZzzZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i fell aslp!
hahahahaha
very tired lar
cant blame mi
i din have my coffee this morning
last night slpt at 1am
today wake up at 6am
cannot blame mi rite
how i wish i can slp for 12+ hrs
wah.... those were the days...............
2:54 PM
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
i now really dun feel like going to D&D le
so ma fan
so headache
have to think of everything
transportation larx...
make up larx...
hair larx...
dress larx...
bag larx...
accesories larx...
shoes larx...
money larx...
OMG~~~~
im tired of thinking
really dunno why i chose to go in the first place
i regretted~
9:28 PM
today reach mrt station at 7.15am
already gonna be late for Ms Kruskal Wallis's lesson
saw alot of ppl at control station n at platform
heard announcements
i missed the english one
only heard chinese, malay and tamil de
omg... i cant understand
so i patiently waited for the english announcement
meanwhile
i saw civil defence ppl wit a stretcher
tot someone fainted
bt no lehx
i saw police too
called yan to tell her that i may be late for Ms K.W. de cls
juz then the english announcement repeated
chey
not affecting my line lar
so i went up n board the train
then i saw the civil defence ppl trying to rescue the person trapped under the train
wah....
scary lorx...
after that i got to know from newspaper that the person is actually an indian man
50+ yrs old
well
ppl
pls be careful while boarding train
for ur own safety, pls stand behind the yellow line
dun even think of committing suicide by jumping down the track ok?
mr lui
u better watch out
dun ever tease mi again wit him
or else u will get it from mi (wahahahaha~ scared le bah? i can be fierce too)
make mi so pai seh
make mi look as though i really like him
i only play play de
6:30 PM
Monday, December 04, 2006
oh man
im really tired
very tired i shld say
not very early wake up lehx
dunno y so tired
think is becux juz now in sch i stayed back to do byang essay
it killed all my brain cells i suppose
cant think now
IM SO TIRED~~~
ZZZzzzzzzzzz
6:46 PM
Sunday, December 03, 2006
hahaha...
i simply love blogging
can blog several entries in a day
when im stuck to the comp doing assignments
hahahaha
this entry is to tell everyone that alina do love mi
hahahaha
cuz she drew this pic for mi in msn
(though not the sotong, but the rest i think is drawn by her)
she declares her love for mi unknowingly
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA
11:20 PM
finally i bought my dress for D&D le
hahahahaha
phew...
finally settled that
if not headache lehx
heex
bought at bugis icon
i like the dress alot
60 bucks only
hahahahaha
plan to spend 100 bucks de
bt this dress is cheap yet nice
worth it~~~
now left wit accessories n handbag le
hope wont spend too much too
bt i sure can declare bankruptcy after D&D
arghhhhh.........
i nid money~~~
9:16 PM
omg
sotong is squid
not octopus!
ARGHHHHH!!!!
12:04 AM
Saturday, December 02, 2006
in this particular entry
actually this afternoon wanna post le
bt somehow blogger show a cross when i posted my pic
i wanna show it to my dear alina
that im not a sotong
cuz sotong n mi
gt too much difference le
i shall prove it to u
this is a sotong
(dun have a pic of myself)
but well
im sure my dear alina know how i look like rite
so under much comparison
im sure that i dun look like a sotong
my dear alina
u agree too rite?
i can see u start nodding ur head le
so pls dun call mi a big sotong le
thank you very much
end of my presentation
any qns?
11:34 PM
2nd dec
22 yrs ago
mum n dad gt married on this day
and now
they have 5 children
2nd dec is always a special day for our family
n today we went to a thai restaurant to have our dinner
the food was nice
heex
i love the pineapple rice and tom yam soup
lots more nice food there
enjoyed my chinese tea (sounds like im an old ah ma drinking that)
today's a happy day for mi
tml think gt to go buy my D&D de dress le
heex
hope that i can settle it asap
hahahahaha
9:46 PM
Friday, December 01, 2006
怎么办 - SHE
为什么 你为什么
老是把空气全都吸光了
害得我 你害得我
在你面前呼吸急促需要叫救护车
别看我 先别看我
我的脸红就快要爆料了
没什么 哪有什么
我是绝对不会承认我喜欢你了
怎么办 感觉甜又酸
偷偷爱你 快乐又孤单
怎么办 爱却不能讲
你真讨厌 不来帮我的忙
你怎么可以这样 笑容打败太阳
甚至比我还要更好看
我虽然无力抵抗 但是日子还长
总有一天换你为我疯狂
为什么 你为什么
这样不讲理的就出现了
害得我 你害得我
连仅有的一点矜持优雅全都毁了
靠近我 别靠近我
到底离你多近比较好呢
完蛋了 我完蛋了
我整个人眼看就快要不是我的了
怎么办 感觉甜又酸
偷偷爱你 快乐又孤单
怎么办 爱却不能讲
你真讨厌 不来帮我的忙
你怎么可以这样 笑容打败太阳
甚至比我还要更好看
我虽然无力抵抗 但是日子还长
总有一天换你为我疯狂 为我疯狂
怎么办 感觉甜又酸
偷偷爱你 快乐又孤单
怎么办 爱却不能讲
你真讨厌 不来帮我的忙
你怎么可以这样 笑容打败太阳
甚至比我还要更好看
我虽然无力抵抗 但是日子还长
总有一天换你为我疯狂
10:58 PM
ITS FRIDAY~~~~
wah.... finally its fri
can slack a wee bit le
haha......
so tired
geoffrey played the video in cls
wahahaha....
its funny man
hw creative is he to have such creative n cool captions
the 'sotong' joke is funny too
haha
overall he is a funny guy lar
its another happy day for me
its friday
happy weekends everyone~
cheers =)
6:19 PM
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