peeled off the petals gonna make them into dry flowers heex hope can succeed i simply love blue roses~~ =)
11:20 AM
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
i hate bad mood~! bt thats how easily my mood can swing~!
well take it easy gal
10:11 PM
伤人的话不需要多做解释
因为那只会更伤人~
9:58 PM
你可别忘了 是因为有你在我身边 才会有现在的我
你知道 偷偷爱着一个人的感觉吗？
9:45 PM
BLOOD BOILING!!! cant believe they can b soooooooooooo.... evil how more evil can they b its 人身攻击 lor!!!
wad worse come to worse?! wad add another 10kg from yishun until dover?! whu say 20 yrs old le.... cannot put butterfly as my nick?! whu say cannot put BIG hp accessories?! grrrrrrrrrrr...........
so wad if no one wans me? u 2 also no one wan ma.... still dare to come n suan mi!!! so hurting! wanna try my patience rite?
actually i was in gd mood after watching hana kimi all becux of wad u 2 said made my blood boils! AHHHH!!! SHIT U 2....
9:28 PM
yea~~!!! end of 29/01~~!!! means end of MMA~~!!!
next module to mug.................... BLOOD BANKING oh man... this module gonna kill mi~! bt im not gg to give up
29/01 was a happy day for me a day without worries it is definitely better than the day before hahaha.... even mr bu zheng can sense my gd mood for the day oh ya... he said he gonna treat mi sundae better dun cheat mi~! cuz i can bite real hard!
my blog looks like slping pills ah? how come u have to see my blog le then can slp leh? MUAHAHAHAHA.... bull shitting again rite?
12:36 AM
Sunday, January 28, 2007
where is the key to happiness?
someone who believes in forever love and someone who no longer believes in forever love can they be together? wont it be tiring for the both of them? why ppl want to get attached? if the only bad thing about being single is being lonely? one will nv noe how troublesome is it to get into a relationship unless he/she gets into one
in the past i always believed love gives us happiness there is forever love love doesnt fade probably becux of all the dramas i have watched bt now i realised things are not that simple after all relationship is complicating not getting into one is a wise choice cuz everything that i had once believed are all bull shit!
been studying since 3 till now oh man mugging is sian esp u get to know that u r forgetting what u have remembered this is so demoralising cant wait for exams to b over cuz i wont b sitting there and mugging things that r so difficult to remember
i believe that i can bring rainbow colors to my life cuz that's my life i wan to live it to the fullest
因为习惯而喜欢 还是 因为喜欢而习惯
its tough to maintain relationships cuz the pure 'like' will slowly change as time pass there isnt forever love i strongly believe that there is no forever love no one will love someone forever cuz things will change they really will change
9:24 PM
Friday, January 26, 2007
i dunno how to get close to u u always have walls surrounding u i've tried my best in doing wad i can bt yet u seem to like bo chap me so now i noe le no point doing so much u dun seems to appreciate
9:23 PM
why why im always so affected by wad others say how i wish i can have happy-go-lucky attitude at least i dun have to think too much think too deep into wad others say
9:14 PM
tired day din really study much today bt how come still so tired? later im gg to study again juz hope that i wont fall aslp again
its gd to study wit u guys at least when im tired of study there's someone whu is as lame as geoffrey can make me luff bt not about the carcinoma pls i dun have it ok? say until like i really have it still link it up wit anorexic n anaemia too.... juz hope that we can finish mugging soon~ n get all prepared for the 3 papers
神啊... 给我一点力量吧！
7:23 PM
Thursday, January 25, 2007
ppl do change rite? i seem to have known another new friend again cuz the friend of mine seems to have changed into another person i missed those days that we had together bt still things are not the same le....
9:57 PM
yea... change song again like this song like the mv too hmmx wonder i shld go buy elva's album too...
aiya~~ i nid $$
9:00 PM
chiong-ing for exam i think the rest of u are chiong-ing too all the best we can do it!
im tired.... brain so saturated~
bt nvm i've chicken essence... think gonna start drinking them i wonder how they taste they better wake mi up when im burning midnight oil heex =p
5:42 PM
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
i miss you
想念 还是 错过
因为想念而错过
还是
因为错过而想念
4:57 PM
wu zun sooooooo.... suave~
4:52 PM
after fyp after pharmaco im now only left wit 3 more papers n im done wit my yrs in poly 3 more days i can see my whole cls in sch after that... we will go separate ways le
oh my have difficulty conc think i have to go out n study le if not i cant sit still for hours juz to study i see bed i slp i see comp i online i see tv i watch ahhhhh.... no time no time
juz gt my cls photo oh man mr. woo is sooooooooooo.... cute love him lots man sure gonna miss him gonna scan in the pics n post it up here bt not nw i lazy~
slpt @ 3 am this morning juz to study for pharmaco so hardworking rite? hahaha... nah actually i started @ 10 pm only woke up @ 7 am to finish up revision test ok lar.... at least i can anyhow ans~
MMA my next module to conquer! jia you lor!! everyone... let's................CHIONG!!!!
4:16 PM
Monday, January 22, 2007
yea~ finally its the end of our FYP cheers!
its extremely happy when we came out of T11A314 @ 2.35pm the feeling was great~
ww, yan n alina all commented that my voice was loud during the presentation well that is to hide my shivering voice everything went well though towards that last part i stammered abit my conclusion, n 'we have come to an end of our presentation for today' sounds happy of cuz lar waited for so long for mi to say this sentence out well i dun care wad the results are i know that i have tried my best le n i think im satisfied with my performance le
byang is a gd listener during presentation he will often give u a smile that calm u down listening to u as though he is enjoying the things u said he is a gd lecturer i shld say
today then think that mayb daQueen is not as bad as we tot of her at least she din bombard us wit qns like she did to effie's grp instead she hlped us to ans mmm qn.... well at that point of time i think that she is hlping us thx ms phoon
fraser was so cute looking at him n present doesnt freak mi out he is like sitting there like a student listening to wad the lecturer is saying giving cute expressions along the way
mr yeo luffed when i tok bout tight undergarments suddenly felt that his way of toking sounds so much like MeiTian oopxx
i had a wonderful fyp presentation experience though i dun think that the results will b wonderful bt gals we had put in our very best n all of us deserved a tap on our shoulders "well done, gals!!!" =)
11:12 PM
Sunday, January 21, 2007
no matter how hard i tried to solve problems i still fail mayb liting is rite im not in the position to solve them cuz the root of problem doesnt involve mi
i wan peace i always wanted peace i hate to see parents quarrel see mum angry wit bro y mum choose to deal wit problems this way? i dunno i wan peace... is that real difficult
when one could no longer take the stress from his/her env he/she will develop a heck care attitude i dun bother i dun care not my problem
alot of things happened today all bad things i lost control of myself lost control of my mind i fainted the feeling was bad bt that is when i decided to give up i developed the heck care attitude at that time
liting was right i took everything as if its my problem bt i realise that i couldnt do anything is the problem doesnt involve me bt somehow i hate... i hate the atmosphere that my house has i hate to hear ppl shout i wan a peaceful env to fight my final war is that real difficult?
sometimes i realise that i take things too seriously bt doesnt this show that i care? well why shld i care when others dun care she din even come to ask mi how was i.... in her eyes mayb im not that important to her cuz from young till now she nv get very seriously upset wit mi when we quarrel im the one whu feel real upset what does that indicate its so obvious that she dotes him more rite? cuz she cares for his every action bt she doesnt seems to care for me
i dun say it out doesnt mean i dun care i tried bt i failed kinda discouraged very discouraged i din really recovered from the breakdown this afternoon bt what can i do i still have to do my things i still have to fake out a smile i hate myself for being this way bt i've gt no choice i gave up
10:58 PM
happy moments dont last forever that's y there are happy memories
no mood to study? here's the STUDY MOOD take it n let's chiong for the final semestral exam JIA YOU!!!
2:04 AM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
recently i could get fed up easily real easily hw i wish i can get myself enclosed in my own world
i gt fed up easily when ppl asked me qns i gt fed up easily when i hear ppl quarreling i gt fed up easily when ppl tok bad about others oh man wat's wrong wit mi not PMS lehx bt i dunno where to vent out all my fed up-ness i kept them all inside mi n i gt more fed up each day
i think that is the side effect of having fyp- and exam- fever cant wait for everything to be over hopefully i can get back to the normal me the one whu is not so hot-tempered
1:38 PM
Friday, January 19, 2007
something is wrong wit mi real wrong it seems that i have 2 MEs inside me the 2 MEs are contradicting
im so itchy mosquito bites all over me legs lar sole lar hands lar buttock lar back lar stomach lar all showing red spots of bite made by Ms. Mosquito(es)
mosquitoes nowadays are somewhat resisitant to insecticides they juz wont get killed mayb some susceptible ones will die which made us happy that we have killed all of them bt still i get bitten one after another
*Ms. Mosquito stop kissing me~*
*mr bu zheng, u have to page them to tell them stop kissing me~ n r u the one providing masks for them? stop providing them too!*
itchy! itchy!! itchy!!!
10:45 PM
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
after browsing gor's gf blog i came across this 3 qns personality test n this is my result for the test~
***Your Personality Is***
Idealist (NF)
You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.
You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.
You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.
In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.
At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.
With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.
As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.
On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.
sometimes crying out loud is not a bad thing cuz it helps to destress too well, at least for me... crying does hlp~ when u cry... u nid someone to console u even if the person is not physically there a hug will definitely be of great help
*hug me, will u?* (n i admit that im watery wen~)
10:23 PM
sometimes i wonder whether ppl mean what they say
6:16 PM
i hate to meet daQueen cuz after meeting her i dunno why i will feel very depressed like im nv gg to get gd results for fyp she always has endless comments n the worse thing is that each time she seems to say different things
"Ad and dis of Urinalysis machine in report.... Wad for?"
weeks later...
"U shld add in the ad and dis of Urinalysis machine in ur ppt...."
like wadeva we do doesnt seem to be correct cant wait for 22 Jan to b over at least i dun nid to suffer~ fyp is worse than studying for exams cuz at least for exams i noe that im studying the correct things n the facts wont change!
hear no evil speak no evil see no evil
im simply stressed up~
6:03 PM
Monday, January 15, 2007
Quan finally gao bai to RuiXi le~
Episode 9 was still ok~
only this part very sweet~
this is XiuYi...
another guy whu is crazy over RuiXi
bt he is the exaggerated type~
bt he quite cute too~
cant wait for Episode 10
whereby Quan gonna kiss RuiXi again~
muahahahahahaha~
cant wait for it!
Hana Kimi Rox~~~~
10:25 PM
Sunday, January 14, 2007
oh man~ i ate alot today~ eat non-stop
wake up at 1230 ate 2 ma ti su ate 1 cha sao bao ate 4 ondeh ondeh
took a break
ate 4 ondeh ondeh again ate tao huay
took a break
ate my dinner
took a break
ate 1 ma ti su ate 3 ondeh ondeh ate tao huay
n im still gg to eat later on~ think wanna eat more ma ti su~ so nice!! hahahaha
10:56 PM
its spoiled
no more melody from it
does it indicate something?
wad a nice bouquet of flowers
bt so wad if the flowers are nice?
so wad if your actions touched me?
if u still choose to blame me
n misinterpret my words as im blaming u
i've gt nth much to say
exams are round the corner
no point getting myself back into depression
u can say that im ruthless
bt i had enuff of heart pain
we juz cant tok
so no point
really... no point~
8:22 PM
this is my eeyore~
always look so slpy~
n he is always in the xmas mood
ask him to take out the hat dun wan
haha
he is a cute yet shy eeyore~
he becomes gd friends with Chip n Dale (best friends)
n now they live happily ever after
haha
=p
12:10 AM
Saturday, January 13, 2007
went to NTU talk today well think im still gg to stick wit the idea of gg to sign bond NIE bah nt interested in biological/biomedical science anymore hahaha had enuff of it le~
我喜欢你有问题吗 aiyo of cuz no problem lar~ i noe u like me bt dun say it out mah hahahahaha i will shy de lehx hehe =p (i dun care where the comma is... juz admit u like me ba~ wahahahahaha)
6:22 PM
Friday, January 12, 2007
somethings when gone its gone nv can u try to get back to the past those will then become memory though u r not sure of wad has happened bt when someone decided to leave u alone no matter how hard u try u will still fail
that's y i try to maintain my friendships so that things will not change cuz once changed i noe i will nv get to change it back again
6:41 PM
wow~ i have hit 100 posts for my blog le~ wee weet~ hahahahaha so this is my 100th post~ there here is goes:
cant fall into slp realise time really flies my 3 yrs life in poly another 3 weeks it will come to an end
alina, yan n ww: noe u guys since first yr i could still remember that i started to tok to ww during the lotus notes training din really dare to tok to yan tot she is those da jie da only remember alina as the gal who will luff out loud during idea presentation time flies n now we r always together to complete n overcome every obstacles we met we have been thru thick n thin together there we are the grp of 4~
eileen, rena, eeling n eunice: also noe u all since first yr though we are not that close bt i still can remember those moments we spent together~ cls gatherings n chalet
ed, geoffrey n zh: din really have gd impression of ed at the start of 2nd yr the only thing i remember was that ur luffter is always the loudest in cls bt without ur luffters the cls seems to be so quiet n now we actually become gd friends haha... unbelievable~ i can actually spend hours chatting wit u on phone~ also din have gd impression of geoffrey since first yr always have the idea that his jokes were lame bt now we actually spent time playing msn games together~ his cheesecakes n muah chee were nice though they dun look presentable~ always tot that zh was a mr nice guy until now then i noe that he is somewhat evil too always tok bout ghost late at night~ the 3am thingy really freak mi out~
3 more weeks n we will b gg separate ways let's treasure every second we have together~ though we might be busy wit exams~ bt dont forget to have fun too!
alina, bickering is fun cuz 3 weeks after... u will sure miss those days we used to bicker n i will sure miss bickering wit gd friend too
this is my moment this is my perfect moment wit u guys~ u guys rox luv ya lots esp to my gang of gals~
*oppx... i sound so emo~ haha...* yawnx... such a long n emotional post time for bed Zzzzzzzzzzz....
1:19 AM
Thursday, January 11, 2007
super fed up now i wanna get myself a labtop soon n i promise i will do that after graduate im gg to work real hard to get myself a labtop i don't care shyte them whu is always in front of the comp doing nth yet still wanna say things that are like shyte
10:12 PM
dunno what's wrong wit me i lost my concentration... m i gg to be senile a few yrs later? oh man~ where is my memory power that i once had? did someone steal it away from me? return me pls... i nid that if nt im gg to score badly for the coming exam which i cant afford to~
6:45 PM
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
fri da Queen de test~ last test for this module n im still here slacking no mood to study at all
hw come ah shit lar brain's not working very well ever since i turn 19 oh my~ really turn old le meh?
heard from huimei that the japan's version of meteor garden is nicer hana yori dango~ when i search that in youtube i saw the version that i watched like so many years ago still remember that time i always on the tv in mummy's room @ 6pm juz to watch the show~ haha.... those were the dayS~ simply love dao ming si to the core
now waiting for hana kimi episode 9 to be uploaded cant wait man~ cant wait for Quan to biao bai to RuiXi~
(Quan so suave~~~~ =p)
10:05 PM
spoil my mood for today hmmx~ shall eat more things in order to cool down wad should i eat leh?
2:35 PM
Quan to RuiXi: "我想我是真的喜欢上你了" He said to her in Hana Kimi n this has no other meaning!!!!
if a nick really gt special meaning then does it mean that the guy in my dp is my bf? kns...
super pissed off AHHHH~~~ shit him~
nvm as wad mr bu zheng say im not a petty person bt if i get to know this kind of thing happen again in the future believe me anot i will really blow my top try me~
alina n yan: i dun look scary in the train juz now meh? hahahaha my blood is really boiling at that time leh heex think i must really go train myself to look scary when i angry btw... thx for telling mi all these if not i still blur blur de muackx!!!
(did i overreact? hmmmx... all becux of him! kns!)
2:12 PM
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
Death Note II rox~ yea~ sooooo.... NICE~ like L soo much!!! he seems to be so intelligent! a cute investigator!!! go catch it if u haven done so~
today Haem II test 4 n OC presentation well Haem II din do well bt i expected it to happen de lar hahahahaha... only gt 28/50 bt well.... try harder in exams~ (giving myself excuses again~)
OC presentation i made a BIG mistake hahahaha din realise that we wont look like the old woman in the pic @ the age of 50 no wonder they luff when i said that oopxx ps ps
Hana Kimi rox~ Quan soooooo..... suave~ love him sooooooooo.... much~ he is finally gg to biao bai to Ruixi le~ so SWEET~
we juz cant tok i dunno y something gone wrong some where its not ur fault~ is the fear in me u said all were excuses if u really think so wad can i say~
10:32 PM
Sunday, January 07, 2007
yea... today ends my auntie status~ hahahaha finally im out of NTUC le serene wished me all the best~ hahahaha hmmx... kinda bu she de cuz she always treats me very gd bt i will still b gg back haha not to work of cuz~ to return my auntie uniform~
came back home after work jiu slp le~ then work up to study~ hahahaha... forced myself to study lorx... cannot waste time~ i still gt like 10 pages to complete? oh man study for 3 days le n im still so far from page 81 of the red book
tml gg for excursion muahahahaha mr fraser bringing us there~ think gonna be the last chance sitting excursion bus~ heex
gg to iron clothes le haha tml starting school lor test on tues~ presentation on tues~ argh.... busy week~
10:33 PM
Saturday, January 06, 2007
只要笑一笑, 没有什么过不了
11:20 PM
finally i gt my mindset back to the positive side again~ think study haem is gd for bad mood u noe why? cuz u find that nth is more difficult than studying haem so eventually i forgot all my troubles heex not only alcohol can forget troubles mr fraser's red book has the power too~
these few days my mood really sank to the bottom most le until there is a point when i tot i was in depression hahahaha lucky geoffrey is there to console me~ im finally out of darkness so many hours din really tok oh my~ did my mouth go stinky? muahahahahaha
i still treat you as my best buddy~ even if things weren't the same as in the past even if there is no more phone calls, sms from u i still treasure u as my best buddy whether or not u still treat me the same~ =)
for now... its a very busy month for me started to get nervous bout tests~ presentations~ and exams~ stress up~ so i must start to treat myself gd~
tml last day @ NTUC le rejoice~ hahahahaha after tml~ im free!!! can 100% focus on my studies le n after that will be graduation~
thx everyone who has consoled me when im down~ thx for ur support~ luv ya lots~~~ muackx~
10:53 PM
life's in a mess...
7:02 PM
And I wanna believe you, When you tell me that it'll be ok, yeah I try to believe you, But I don't
When you say that it's gonna be, It always turns out to be a different way, I try to believe you, Not today, today, today, today, today...
I don't know how I'll feel, tomorrow, tomorrow I don't know what to say, tomorrow, tomorrow, Is a different day, tomorrow
It's always been up to you, It's turning around, It's up to me, I'm gonna do what I have to do, just don't
Gimme a little time, Leave me alone a little while, Maybe it's not too late, not today, today, today, today, today...
I don't know how I'll feel, tomorrow, tomorrow I don't know what to say, tomorrow, tomorrow, Is a different day Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, and I know I'm not ready, Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, maybe tomorrow Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, I'm not ready, Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, maybe tomorrow
And I wanna believe you, When you tell me that it'll be ok, Yeah I try to believe you, Not today, today, today, today, today... Tomorrow it may change
6:27 PM
Losing Grip - Avril Lavigne
Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby? Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you? Why'd you turn away? Here's what I have to say...
I was left to cry there, waiting outside there Grinnin' with a lost stare, That's when I decided...
Why should I care? 'Cause you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone... Yeah, you need to listen! I'm startin' to trip, I'm losin' my grip And I'm in this thing alone...
Am I just some chick you placed beside you, To take somebody's place? When you turn around can you recognize my face? You used to love me, you used to hug me But that wasn't the case, Everything wasn't okay
I was left to cry there Waiting outside there Grinnin' with lost starethats when i decided...
Why should I care? 'Cause you weren't there when I was scared, I was so alone You need to listen I'm startin' to trip I'm losin' my grip And I'm in this thing alone
Cryin' out loud I'm cryin' out loud Cryin' out loud I'm cryin' out loud Open your eyes Open up wide Why should I care? 'Cause you weren't there when I was scared, I was so alone
Why should I care? 'Cause you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone Why should I care? If you don't care, then I don't care We're not going anywhere Why should I care? 'Cause you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone Why should I care? If you don't care, then I don't care We're not going anywhere
6:23 PM
Friday, January 05, 2007
nth goes well for me is it my luck? or is it juz that im so freaking bad that i cause trouble
u told me not to have negative attitudes will affect ppl mood bt how m i supposed to have positive mindset when all bad things happen to me at one shot i wasnt born a strong person im always very affected by friendship things esp when i gt to know that i cause all these
im totally being 打败 im a failure happiness dun belong to me
i've lost him i've lost you i've no one to turn to cuz im only a burden to others a burden to other's feeling
i only can keep everything to myself i tot i have you that i can turn to bt nw then i noe all these while im juz disturbing u disturbing someone who has decided to turn me a cold shoulder wahahahahaha wad a big fool m i i decided to leave u alone cuz i dun deserve all these i deserve to be alone
9:40 PM
i felt so bad after i got to know that he is also in bad mood recently yet i din noe bout it oh man im sorry for not noticing it~
bt now at least i noe bout it le will be there for u noe u din wanna say i shall b here to give u moral support! jia you! get back to normal soon ok? remember that ur laughter is contagious!!! smile~ =)
12:08 AM
Thursday, January 04, 2007
well do i really sound suicidal in my blog entries? i doubt so they are juz some inner voices only can say out in blogs cuz outside this webbie i still have to carry on with life not wanting to affect ppl's mood becux of mine
m i very useless? i always couldnt get things done the correct way i always screw things up i nid to get back my energy my energy to solve all these prob that's the only way to get myself back on track again~ if not i cant concentrate on my studies
haem so difficult to study so many facts to remember oh man i wonder how mr fraser remembers them all~ stress up~
10:28 PM
wad is then the correct choice can anyone tell mi wad to do i seem to choose the wrong decision everything turns out badly bt i juz dun wish to choose the other way cuz im not emotionally back to norm bt no one understands me
i juz wanna be happy is that really that difficult when im happy u r not when u r happy im not wad is the decision i have to make in order to make both of us happy
*no matter hw many times i checked my hp ur name juz dont appear in my inbox and call list*
3:23 PM
wah... wad an early entry~ hahaha woke up at around 6.40 am send my little sis to sch today is her second day of sch yesterday i overslpt n broke my promise wit her today i decided to send her to sch if not she dun love mi le~ haha
oh man she is damn cute~ bt can see from her expressions that she is stressed up her stupid form teacher scolded the gal behind her for not remembering who her partner is my sis gt scared n cried dun even noe how to console her i walked up to her n promised her that i will buy her sweets after sch she wiped her tears n climbed up the stairs to the hall she so cute~ cant bear to see her cry~
hana kimi is a great show Quan is always there to protect RuiXi juz like a guardian angel of hers always there when RuiXi nids him the show is sooo.... nice~ cant wait for the next episode!
8:47 AM
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
dun treat urself this way u must learn to love urself dun do things that is harmful to ur health u can choose to hate me bt dun do that dun do silly things its not worth it~
11:59 PM
oh man im tired~ time for mi to slp~ sending my youngest sis to sch tml first day of her pri sch days~ bt provided i can wake up *yawnxx*
1:18 AM
b4 i start shall tell this straight to geoffrey i was late when i meet u is becux i count the time wrongly not becux i went to make up to make myself not so pale OK?
eileen, alina, alina's 2 fun cousins, geoffrey n me went escape together~ met alina half an hour late for escape well... im sorry bt i know u wont mind de haha had fun at the escape played so many rides rainbow was a nice one~ though i keep sliding left to right bt lucky gt geoffrey as my cushion~ went for so many rides with an empty stomach cuz din wanna eat muah chee (made by geoffrey) b4 the rides will sure vomit them all out (din wanna waste geoffrey's effort u see.... wahaha.... as if) pirate ship was my last ride couldnt take it anymore went to puke a little oh man... first time lehx think is becux of my empty stomach~
at 2pm we set off to east coast park b4 that mi, eileen n geoffrey went to food court for our lunch zhu za n zhu du tang~ yummy b4 that i tried geoffrey's muah chee eh... not bad leh quite nice ate alot (or is it im too hungry) hahaha
went for roller blading @ east coast well i dun like~ cuz i dunno how to balance myself at all i mean i already have difficulties balancing myself when im walking sure will die until very jialat when blading n true enuff i couldn't even get out of the place still nid eileen and edmund to help mi so diu lian~
when im on the track~ well alot of them came for my rescue~ hahahaha... erm... see if i can still remember who helped mi let mi list them down here eileen (sure must thank one~) eeling stephanie siva effie huiyu xue yun n lots more (sorry if i left out ur names~) thanks alot guys~ hahahaha
fell down 3 times so ma lu~ im scared of blading le~ think i still prefer my bike~ hahaha... with that i can fly
had great fun today~ eh nw 1+ am le shld b yesterday~ hahahaha i enjoyed myself alot alot alot alot~ couldnt really list every details down such a long post~ bt... im really happy to have fun wit u guys~
geoffrey, as u can see... my blog doesnt seem to be suicidal anymore so wanna get 4D no. from me b4 i die, fat hope! i agree with edmund guys die earlier than gals so even i gt osteoporosis i will also die later than u u this old man~ =p
12:50 AM
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
some of my friends really do have the special power the special power to make my mood either go very happy or go very sad why ah hahaha i also dunno
tml gg escape~ bt no muah chee for me all becux of that geoffrey everytime bluff me de last min say cannot make hai wo so happy for nth hahahahaha nvm~ still gt cheesecake! wahahahahaha
after tml have to get back to study n assignment time le oh man~ sianx~ hahaha
12:55 AM
Monday, January 01, 2007
zhang shao han's album coming out soon ARGHH~~~ so many albums i wanna buy wanna buy: Show Kenji Cao ge and now Angela de my goodness no more money le lar i nid to save money~ so i can buy all these albums~ all my favourites how can i nt buy rite?
today very guai tidy up my wardrobe n all my drawers still haven complete tidying yet bt im sure i can finish it by today cuz that is the only way i can forget all my troubles
i hope things can get better each day
8:46 PM
i can sense it i noe that u r trying to get further away from me this time round i couldnt do anything to save this from happening i only can say that im still the same i dunno why are u doing this to me bt this feeling is definitely bad i juz dun understand why bt i wont blame u for doing this i juz can blame myself for all these wad i wanna say is pls dun do this to me
4:56 PM
finally im in a stable state to say everything out calmly i gave my explanation hope you understand how i felt why i chose this way i noe he hates me bt i couldnt do anything
well all these happened in 2006 now is 2007 happy happy happy i wan to be happy~
1:59 AM
its 2007 my first post of the yr~ hahahaha new yr resolution: i wanna be happy thru out the yr may all my family and friends be happy too n finally to u be happy too =)
