Wednesday, February 28, 2007
so sweet~
4:12 PM
end of feb le
wah.... there goes 2 months of 2007
arghh..... n these 2 weeks plus
i had not been doing anything
juz wasting my time away
13th march faster come!
i wanna work!
i dun mind working
cuz at least im earning money ma
still gt 2 weeks more!
ahhhhhhh....
how m i gg to survive these 2 weeks leh?
i know le...
knock mi out
let mi b unconscious until 13 march
muahahahahahahahahahaha
eh...
cannot
will die of hunger
hmmx
sianx
meanwhile
my everyday routine will be:
* wake up at 1pm everyday
* eat
* watch youtube
* watch tv
* daydream
wanna complete my cross stitch
n probably my puzzle too
wanna start drawing things too
probably can tahan another 2 weeks
hahahahahahaha
3:40 PM
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
我是不是你最重要的朋友啊？
7:24 PM
他一直在保护着她
她一直在偷偷爱着他
so sweet~~
7:21 PM
Just Follow Law is nice!!!
love fann wong!!!
her acting skills really very gd!
so sacrificing!
hmmx
so funny the show
from start luff till end
the ah neh security is very cute!
he is the one that make mi luff until cannot tahan
do catch this movie
esp when u nid a gd luff!
2:23 PM
Sunday, February 25, 2007
人生最过瘾的
就是因为它有很多转角
有的转角很惊险
有的转角又充满惊喜
是惊喜
还是惊险
不走过去
当然就不知道下一个转角
你会遇到什么
转角充满了故事
不管是在人生旅途上
还是拥挤的街头
也许是你的
也许是我的
因此我喜欢转角
你喜欢转角吗？
6:08 PM
名人说： “伤心转个弯是快乐， 快乐转个弯是微笑！”
做人就是要有许多的转弯，希望在每个转弯都可以让你开心！
身为关心你的我， 也只想看着你过得快乐...
love this msg
thx alot for writing n sending it to mi
im sooooOOoooOOo touched
hahahaha....
thx mr yi dian dian zheng
(new name... cool rite? but u r nv mr zheng! =p)
5:59 PM
dun ask mi why
i dunno why too
dun bother to understand mi
cuz i dun understand myself too
wad u said were true
bt i couldnt get myself back into it again
i cant even get my feelings right
i nid to be responsible
for my decision
12:17 AM
Saturday, February 24, 2007
toking to her online can really cheer mi up
no matter how bad my mood is for that day
somehow she is able to let mi luff out loud in front of the comp
juz like some other crazy woman~
bt still
i like to chat wit u
he always nv fail to chat wit mi online
though he is always there to make fun of me
at least toking to him online make mi feel occupied
i also like to chat wit u
think without u 2
it will b meaningless for mi to come online
so....
thx alot!!!
i do appreciate it! =)
12:32 AM
Friday, February 23, 2007
love the way they bicker
the 'cute' pair of shoes that 秦郎 made for 心俞
9:56 PM
bai fen bai today is on horoscope luck for 2007
for scorpio
its 金钱 luck is top among all the horoscopes
means im gg to b rich soon
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA
(hope so lar)
hmmx
the tarot card game quite accurate
oh~
always wanted to buy tarot cards n learn how to predict
bt expensive neh~
corner with love soooOOooo nice~
i love the way they bicker with each other
yet at certain time
accidentally show out their love for each other
nice story! nice show!
9:10 PM
如果你没有最依赖的人
那你有最想守护的人吗？
10:47 AM
Thursday, February 22, 2007
当你会不知不觉的依赖莫人时
是不是代表他在你心目中已占据了一个很重要的地位
当你伤心难过时
第一个想到的人是谁呢？
想到他时
是不是很想听一听他的声音
听一听
他以声音来安抚你的情绪
当一听到他的声音时
就会莫名的感觉到
只要有他在的一天
就算多难过
只要有他在
就没问题了
你心中有那么一个人的存在吗？
11:07 PM
yummy~
juz finished my steamboat feast
soOOOOooooooo full now
burp~
went kbox today wit ed, geof and jas
eeling wasnt here wit us (sadded~)
hmmx...
it was cheap
bout only 10 bucks per person?
hahahahahaha
bt din get to sing enuff yet
cuz only bout 4 hrs only
i simply love singing
though sing not gd
bt nvm
hahahahaha
enjoyed myself today
at least im occupied
anybody needs cleaner?
n willing to pay 10 bucks per hour?
hahahahaha
i can take up the job
cuz at least im earning money
gt lobang must call me! =)
8:34 PM
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
oh man
life after graduation sucks!
nth to do at home
rotting at home
all pessimistic thinking comes in
i hate this!
that's becux i din go sch
i miss sch!
i miss fraser!
i miss joshua!
i miss mr woo!
i miss lectures!
i miss practicals!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
i miss mugging!
oh man
life without sch so cham!
i wanna get a job!!!!
at least im busy wit things n earning money at the same time
13 mar come faster pls!!!!
n after this job... i can go find other jobs le!!!
wanna keep myself occupied
meanwhile
wad can i do leh?
11:19 PM
almost all my relatives wished me n him 爱情甜蜜
n i can only smile n nod my head
only my aunt noe bout it
cuz she was there keep asking mi question bout him
i was at a loss of word
dunno how to reply her
she was bombarding mi with questions
"why break up?"
why this why that
i answered all her questions
bt i was very upset bout it
i burst into tears in my mum's hug
i cant treat it as nth
it hurts
his mum called mi
bt i wasnt beside my hp
i wondered y she call mi
was afraid to call back
it's difficult
9:41 PM
不要紧
一点也没关系
我要学会坚强
就算连一个好朋友也没有
也没关系
真的没关系
4:46 PM
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
啊 朋友 请你听啊听啊听啊
我唱歌来问候你
有什么事情
请啊请啊请啊 我能够来帮助你
在春天夏天 并啊并啊并啊
秋天和严冬
我定啊定啊定啊
令啊令啊令啊
心啊心啊 心欢喜
11:56 PM
初二：
went to my relative's condo
it was a very nice place @ simei
when i reached the mrt station
i suddenly tot of joshua
hahahaha... n i miss him alot!!!
went there eat popiah
oh my
my popiah was fat n thick
super difficult to eat
bt it was nice
i wrapped 2 popiahs n ate them
went bowling after that
well
of cuz i din play
juz sit there n watched my cousin n brother play
"Check it out yo!"
"黑白猜，男生女生配！"
(known as 人体黑白猜）
my sis, cousin n me were playing this game
luffed non-stop
on our way to Mac
we were dancing 小猪's 幸福猎人's dance
like drunken ppl on streets
bt it was fun!
day ended at round 3am
以为已经不痛了
怎么知道当别人提起时
眼泪又在眼眶里打转
12:54 PM
Monday, February 19, 2007
came across this song while watching the concert show @ 7.30pm on Channel U
it can really describe my feelings that i had about love
原来爱情这么伤
我睁开眼睛 却感觉不到天亮
东西吃一半 莫名其妙哭一场
我忍住不想 时间变得更漫长
也与你有关 否则又开始胡思乱想
我日月无光 忙得不知所以然
找朋友交谈 其实全帮不上忙
以为会习惯 有你在才是习惯
你曾住在我心上
现在空了一个地方
原来爱情这么伤
比想像中还难
泪水总是不听话
幸福躲起来不声不响
太多道理太牵强
道理全是一样
说的时候很简单
爱上后却阵脚大乱
只想变得坚强
强到能够去忘
无所谓悲伤
只要学会抵抗
原来爱情这么伤
原来爱情是这样
这样峰回路转
泪水明明流不干
瞎了眼还要再爱一趟
有一天终于打完
思念的一场战
回过头再看一看
原来爱情那么伤
下次还会不会这样
19 feb was once a special day for me
now it is juz another day for me
12:06 AM
初一：
this is how i spend my day
went ah ma house
ate 2 steamboat meals
sat in front of the tv n watched for plenty of hours
luffed alot today
esp when my cousin played wit my sis
he is somehow gd wit kids
im tired now
last nite 守岁 till 4am
now blur blur liaox
cannot take it
Zzzzz
12:01 AM
Sunday, February 18, 2007
他是因为习惯有她在身边的感觉
而喜欢上她的吧！
会喜欢很久吗？
我想会吧！
总觉得因习惯而喜欢的感觉
会维持很久
转角*遇到爱 is another show im watching rite now
cuz gt my dear acting in it!
he is super cute in the show
秦郎 (or ah jian 王子）
就算跌倒
也要豪迈的笑！
1:50 AM
a princess does not nid a prince
she juz nid her tiara
1:20 AM
i finally understood the feeling u had b4
*i decided to drift away
to prevent any misunderstanding from happening*
1:05 AM
新年快乐！
12:24 AM
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Find, Fall and Stay in Love
u have found ur love
now juz have to fall and stay in love
祝福你咯！^^
11:37 PM
Friday, February 16, 2007
yea!
surprise!
i've changed my blogskin!
bt actually also not i edit de!
is my sister liyee hlped mi!
cuz im nt very gd at this!
nice? nice?
heex =p
11:49 PM
today is cny eve's eve
went downstairs n chongpang was crowded wit ppl
heard from mum that the stores are opened till tml morning
it was crowded n that wad's cny is all about rite?
bt i somehow dun like the crowd
变脸大师 was performing on the stage juz now
cuz there was cny celebration gg on
wow!
cool man
i wonder how she did it!
it was really amazing!
tml cny eve
n think for the whole day i will b doing nth
except hlping mum for the reunion lunch at home
then evening go ah ma's house to eat reunion dinner
ahhhhh....
whole day do nth except eating
alina, u were rite~
cny actually is only about eating n getting ang bao
so remember to sms mi if u r bored ok?
i will b staring at my hp for msgs
cuz besides eating n tv
i cant do anything interesting at my ah ma's house
missing u
n the feeling is real bad
9:38 PM
when im all by myself
i will tend to think alot
hence im trying to keep myself busy
busy with tv, youtube, household chores n everything
cny coming
get to eat, slack, watch tv n get ang bao!
hahahahaha!
猪你新年快乐！
6:04 PM
Thursday, February 15, 2007
i have decided...
decided to lead a better life
decided to be gd to myself
decided to earn more money
decided to sign bond
decided to b a gd teacher!!!
yea...!
n what's more
i have alina to support mi
its a deal!!!
we will support each other throughout
(if we gt the MOE bond)
n b the best teachers in MOE!!!
勾勾手了！ 不能反悔哦！
got over with everything
i must b gd to myself
*u must b gd to urself too
eventhough im not wit u le
bt start a new life without me
i noe u will b happier*
1:03 AM
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
i've tried to go on like i never knew you
i'm awake but my world is half asleep
i pray for this heart to be unbroken
but without you all i'm going to be is
incomplete
-------------------------------------------------Backstreet Boys - Incomplete
2:12 PM
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
好累
原来不是发自内心的笑
是那么累人的
可不可以不笑啊？
10:29 PM
我不知道爱情离我还有多远
是公车一段票那么远呢
还是月球到地球那么远
但是
我希望真正的爱情
有一天可以属于我
-RuiXi-
10:27 PM
Monday, February 12, 2007
你一定要幸福哦！
2:24 PM
在被保护的日子里
熊猫开始倒立
因为在玻璃的房间里面
看不见天空的距离，青山，绿水，让人怀疑
在被保护的日子里
熊猫坚持倒立
因为眼泪
总是忍不住的往下滴
---------------------------------------------
在浴室蒸腾的水气里
我假装并不孤单
假装并不在意你的离去
假装脸上的点点滴滴是水而已
---------------------------------------------
2:18 PM
Sunday, February 11, 2007
我的心好痛
不是两三天就能复原的
会一直痛下去吗？
心死了就不痛了
对吧？
我从来都没看过这么脆弱的自己
每天只能勉强的笑
每当我独自一个人时
眼泪就会不听使唤的流下
不准哭！
但是我做不到
快救救我
我快要不行了
11:48 PM
i've changed
i noe
i've changed until im no longer myself
i couldnt find back myself
i'm afraid to face the inner me
those inner feelings are far too complex
hence
i decided to b rebellious
cuz that's the way where i can protect myself from being hurt further
i gt no courage to face the inner me
i couldnt understand myself
pls dun ask mi why i've changed into such a person
is it becux im healing my wound?
or is it becux im afraid from being hurt again?
even im not sure of the ans
8:46 PM
Saturday, February 10, 2007
stop adding salt to my wound
leave mi alone!
11:49 PM
Friday, February 09, 2007
人群里面那个我把幸福遗落
那曾经走过的路口我停了你却走
我想捂住我的耳朵听不见你说
爱就在此刻松手分手放手
我猜不透不猜透
和你背对背的走
原来怪我没有
没有爱情的天分你才要走
我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些
潜意识作祟想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间
寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠
却回不到从前
等着红灯那个我还会向前走
也许那幸福的执着在下一个路口
专属铃声我还留着却静静沉默
在我们之间爱了放了散了
我会不说不想说
怕说了也没有用
现在我的幽默
只是掩饰着心痛我的难过
聪明再多一些
我走在没有你的世界
却走不到永远
慢慢闭上双眼
10:45 PM
love him lots
watched his mtv for lots of time le...
only when watching him
i can forget all about my pain
tml im gg to meet him @ J8...
yippee!
10:25 PM
din noe that after i had made the decision
it can b so painful
bt i noe
its no point carrying on
i will hurt him more
cuz im not a gd gf
end it
that's the best decision for him n me
cried alot last night
fuyan was rite
i nid a shoulder to cry on
it seems that only the 3 of u understand mi
understand why i feel this way
for the 2 impt person
whu were there to give mi support
said that u will b wit mi
yea
im glad i can b myself in front of u 2
i can cry out all my pain
a pat on my shoulder that u gave mi
a pat on my head that u gave mi
i can feel the warmth from it
at least i noe
im not alone to face all these
thx guys
for being there for mi when i nid someone the most
=)
4:23 PM
Thursday, February 08, 2007
你知道偷偷爱着一个人的感觉吗？
痛苦吗？
快乐的感觉比痛苦多一些
我的存在竟然是这么重要
可以让他安心
可以让他依靠
你只要这样陪着我
在我身边就已经足够了
真心的默默的喜欢着对方
9:13 PM
chalet is over
poly life is over too
no more lectures
no more tutorials
no more practicals
no more studying together with u guys~!
suddenly feel so empty
(not becux of an empty stomach)
its over
n im starting to miss every moments that we had together
yet
we cant go back to the happy sch life we had
its time to say gdbye n move on to our next chapter of life
dun forget mi as a friend of urs
cuz i will wont forget u too =)
6:41 PM
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
好多的不舍
但不至于哭泣
也许已习惯这种分离场面
12:32 AM
Monday, February 05, 2007
went to arcade after that
played bishi bashi and racing!
fun fun fun!
this is ww and yan while playing time crisis!
9:18 PM
today is the last day of sch!
after haem paper
i was so.... happy
nt becux that i had done well
its becux its over!!!!
OVER!!!
went to bugis wit yan, alina n ww
went to siam kitchen to eat their student buffet
only $10.50 each
n this is the food we had!
TADA!
the best thing is that they provide free flow of drinks.... MUAHAHAHA!
8:47 PM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
love this song...
so true...
每次你任性时说的一些话
你知道那有多伤人吗
但我顶多只气个三分钟吧
最后依然体贴的送你回家
有时想如果我不是一直让
你也许会懂得学着体谅
但是我完全无法硬着心肠
做得让你有一点难过失望
总觉得有疼你的责任
要你是最快乐最单纯的人
因为你让我的心变得丰盛
原来不奢望的变成可能
总觉得有疼你的责任
让你做最轻松最自然的人
我想不遮掩也是一种信任
爱的瞭解包容才算爱得完整
9:59 PM
at mac this morning
mac stuff passed a balloon to a girl girl
mum: no thanks!
girl girl: 为什么不要？你怕它会爆炸啊？
hahaha.... so cute!
忽然很想你
你未完成的爱情那天你说
有一种爱值得一起努力
我的心
天天在等你
给我未完成的记忆
想念是我们的限时信
也给了爱情氧气
忽然很想你
7:24 PM
Friday, February 02, 2007
有的事情
靠得太近
就会看不清楚
所以就会以为你对我的好是理所当然的
10:18 PM
had lots of fun today!!!
as though i had finished my last paper le
haix...
bt unfortunately
NO!!!
still gt one more fraser module to go
n im done wit poly
heex =)
love the tv program
love the card games we played
love the pancakes!
thx guys for the fun today!
n its time for mi to start mugging
mr fraser's red book to conquer now!
6:56 PM
had enuff of Blood Banking
i cant remember wad i have studied
oh man
could someone save mi from this misery
i dun even understand what is going on with ABO discrepancies
argh~
this is far more torturing than MMA
haix...
brain saturated le lar
bt i still have a long long way to go
mr fraser
ur yellow book is killing mi~!!!
ARGHHHHH
*fed up wit myself*
SUPER FED UP!!!
1:27 AM
had enuff of Blood Banking
i cant remember wad i have studied
oh man
could someone save mi from this misery
i dun even understand what is going on with ABO discrepancies
argh~
this is far more torturing than MMA
haix...
brain saturated le lar
bt i still have a long long way to go
mr fraser
ur yellow book is killing mi~!!!
ARGHHHHH
*fed up wit myself*
SUPER FED UP!!!
1:27 AM
