Thursday, May 31, 2007
| Your Sensitivity Score: 67% |
You are a highly sensitive person. Pretty much everything effects you.
You are tuned into the vibe around you, and someone's bad mood can bring you down.
But you also easily share in someone's joy - whether you know them or not. |
yea~ super accurate
bt i think my percentage shld be higher
mayb becux i put quite a number of "Not sure" as my answer
cool~
11:36 PM
| You Are 50% Left Brained, 50% Right Brained |
The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.
The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports. |
haha... how true is this?
hmm~ means im quite pro lo....
can balance the usage of my brain so well~
heex (so proud of myself... oopx... i mean my brain~)
11:33 PM
i saw yuyang at bugis today
dunno if u all know who is yuyang
those whu watched campus superstar I shld have know whu is him...
haha~ he quite cute
as it he stands out in the crowd
easily can spot him
bt the way he speaks abit chao ah beng~
hmm... bt ya... overall he is cute
yesterday was alfiyan's, nasir's and ed's last day in IRAS
bought them presents each~
and gave them letter too~
haha~
shldnt be seeing each other again le ba
take care guys~
all the best in army!!!
9:47 PM
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
today is the day of my appt at ttsh
waited till 11+ then my turn to see doc
well, the doc is a young pretty lady
asking me quite a number of questions
"who diagnose it for u?"
"will u feel itchy?"
"left or right nose?" etc
then she started checking my nose
used a 'forceps' to open up my nose n see
n she told me i have polyps on both side of my nose
then she sprayed a very horrible thing into my nose (haha... she said that herself)
to de-congest my nose
she uses a dunno-wat-scope and explore the inner of my nose
the tube went deep into my throat
n she said my throat was ok~
oh my~ its painful lo.... the feeling is damn awkward
after exploring both side of my nose
she said that my polyps were considered big
they have grade 1 to 3.... n mine were grade 3 (kns.... if those were diamonds i dun mind)
then she said its unusual for young ppl to have polyps that were so huge (well... can i break the World's Guiness Record then?)
the spray really taste bad
super bitter
terrible, horrible, vegetable~
the med that were prescribed to me, even best
hell lot of med
n the steps of taking the med were abit complicated too
oh my~ i really have phobia against eating med le
n im suppose to go for another appt on 12 june
after taking 2 weeks of steriods
to see if the condition is better
if not, then too bad lo... have to go for op
6:30 PM
Monday, May 28, 2007
开始慢慢封闭自己...
7:16 PM
Saturday, May 26, 2007
"until the day i die... i will be your friend"
im touched...
even this is a form of consoling me
im contented
first time in my life
someone said that to me
8:47 PM
Friday, May 25, 2007
decided...
decided to let go some of my friendships
find that there is no point holding on to them
when they decided to let go
by doing this...
i can save more space in my heart for my loved ones
treating friendships too seriously can be hurtful
so now
i have learnt
how nt to treat friendships too seriously
last time i really used to think that my friends are important to me
bt now... somehow i no longer think so
family and loved one are then the most impt persons afterall...
cuz they are the ones who will always be there for u throughout your whole life
never will they neglect u
10:55 PM
Thursday, May 24, 2007
kbox session tml night
n now im struggling to get the song 中国话 rite
oh man~ so diff!
wonder if sookcheng and alina can get it rite
shall find out tml~
>.<
6:50 PM
once again
i need to find back the focus of my life
im out of focus again~
tend to think about all those unnecessary things
that make myself upset
its silly to be in this way
but somehow i cant prevent it
i know that im out of focus once again
i wan to make my life meaningful
though i know in reality life is meaningless
i wan to live my life to the fullest!!!
i wan to be someone useful~
i wan to be the one you love
i wan to be myself!!
6:33 PM
sometimes is good not to treat friends too importantly
cuz when the other party did not reciprocate
you will feel hurt
excitement and disappointment
sometimes its good not to have any excitement
cuz usually they will become disappointment
and its really fast
the fall from excitement to disappointment is painful
so sometimes i will really wish to stop myself from becoming excited~
cuz without excitement
i wont feel any disappointment
or at least the disappointment will not be that great...
6:25 PM
当一个人还挂念着另一个人时
虽然是分开的
但他还是会一直想念着她
他也会想知道
她是否也在挂念着他
空气并不能传达思念
他想她
她不知道
同样的
当她想他时
他也毫不知情
对方也只能痴痴的等待
想像着她也想着他是甜蜜的
想像她并没有把他放在心里是痛心的
不是吗？
空气如果能表达心意就好了
就不必空等待
空想念了
5:59 PM
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
wake up at 6 to get prepared for Grad Day
tot that i will be very excited when the actual day comes
bt still ok leh~
not really that excited
reach there round 8+ and met up wit my clique
n by then my legs already hurt like hell!!
stupid shoe~ blisters everywhere
after the ceremony, its the photo taking time!!!
YEA.... I MUST REALLY SAY THIS!!!
I HAD MY DREAM COME TRUE!
I TOOK A PICTURE WITH MY DEAR MR WOO!!!
HE SO CUTE CAN???
I WAS JUMPING AND SO EXCITED WHEN I SAW HIM~
oh my god... i think i really gonna miss him like hell~
now waiting for alina to send mi the pix
must post it here~ oh my god!!!!
he is sooooooooooooo.......... cute!!!
LOVE HIM LOTS!!!
CUTEST LECTURER EVER!!!
after all the photo taking
my clique n i went to a vegetarian restaurant at bugis
well... the guy ok la~ bt alina n ww went gaga over him
hmmm~ so lustful~ ooopxx.... i mean u all are gd at admiring guys~ (muahahahaha)
the cockroach thing is real funny lar
n i think the guy like acting man~
the poor cockroach....
luckily din get crushed by him~
neoprint session again!
n i miss taking neoprints wit them~
though not as high as the previous time
hmmm~ mayb becux of our legs
they are killing us~
nice nice pics
will post them here too~
well.... had fun today
tml WORK AGAIN!
i really gonna miss mr woo
因为不重要所以选择不联络了吗？
10:04 PM
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
so cute~
7:46 PM
总装着很有把握
不准爱渗入生活
才发现闯了祸
让你当真以为我的心上了锁
让你绝望地走
成全独立的我
好想捂住耳朵
不想不看不想听谁说
好想蹲在角落
把谴责的眼光都躲过
像个黑色漩涡
将我吞没
悔恨已逃不脱
我承认这都是我
感情事处理得不妥
从不说
我爱你
那么多
原来人可能脆弱
爱让我很难振作
我坐在最前座
人生第一次面对什么叫落寞
经历你这一走
最大傻瓜是我
好想捂住耳朵
不想不看不想听谁说
好想蹲在角落
把谴责的眼光都躲过
像个黑色漩涡
将我吞没
悔恨已逃不脱
我承认这都是我
感情事处理得不妥
从不说
我爱你
我不要谁好心帮我
每个人像在隔岸观火
看我犯错
提醒我说
都是我的错
提醒我说
逼你离开我
就算同情是条绳索
我也没办法伸出双手
拯救自己（除了你）
除非是你（拯救我）
肯回头（为了我）
扭转这个结果
好想捂住耳朵
不想不看不想听谁说
好想蹲在角落
把谴责的眼光都躲过
像个黑色漩涡
将我吞没
悔恨已逃不脱
我承认这都是我
感情事处理得不妥
从不说
我爱你
那么多
我爱你
那么多
love this song by yanzi alot!
7:42 PM
Friday, May 18, 2007
went home after spiderman 3
reach yishun round 10.15pm
walking alone in the dark~
think its going to rain
saw several lightnings on my way back
cold wind blowing against my face~
its lonely to walk back home alone
that kind of feeling is not gd
not gd at all
scary...
y u are always the one that makes me happy
the one that makes me sad
10:47 PM
Thursday, May 17, 2007
EDMUND LUI!!!
u this INTERNATIONAL BIG MOUTH!!!
i tell u
seriously warning u
stop gg around telling ppl about my new hairstyle!!!
stop your broadcasting
i DUN NEED FOC de broadcast!!!
u better stop it if not you better watch out
cuz u are really pissing mi off!
11:43 PM
Monday, May 14, 2007
im NOT a clown
not someone whom u can have fun while teasing with
its ok at times
bt i think everyone has his own limits
do you truly treat mi as a friend
someone whom you really treat as a friend
not someone who can entertain you when u r bored!
im alrite to joke with
bt at times im tired of being a clown
i think sometimes a clown himself will also have this feeling
i treat all my friends with respect
if you continue to treat me like a clown
you will lose my respect one day
n i bet the day is coming soon
8:27 PM
Sunday, May 13, 2007
yea~ today's mothers' day
n that means our whole family will b gg to eat out tonite!
*drooling*
to all mothers out there (including my dearest mummy):
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!!!
I love you, mummy
4:32 PM
Saturday, May 12, 2007
im not happy
too many things inside me~
im suffocating~
bt somehow i dunno how to put my feelings into words
5:32 PM
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
nice song~ i love the lyrics~ <3
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
6:55 PM
Saturday, May 05, 2007
once in a blue moon
i will log on to friendster
n try to look at my friends' profiles
esp when i found out the changes that my friends undergo
like today i found out the link to my pri sch clsmate's friendster
oh my
he has changed alot~
most of my pri sch clsmates change alot~
some i cant even recognise
have to take a second look then realise AH.... its him/her
everyone changes
even my sec sch 'not so gd clsmate' becomes pretty le
haix~
then i will start to think~
wad about mi?
i like din really change alot
like a bit 没出息
then i will start to get moody
real moody
life seems meaningless
really wanna do something that will make my life meaningful
im still searching for this 'thing'
bt somehow i see nothing
i envy those with attitude and character
cuz at least they are willing to express their real self to the outside world
not caring bout how others will look at them
or how others will dislike them
somehow
my inner self wan to become someone like this
at least
i can appear to be strong
n mayb i will be happier
抓不到生活的中心
好像已失去了方向
我不要这样的我
所以我一直很努力地在寻找自我
但是好像一直找不到
该怎么办才好?
11:42 PM
Thursday, May 03, 2007
i cant express myself well
since young
i have that character
i dunno how to show my care and concern
dunno how to show my love
even if i really care for that person
somehow or another
the person wont know
cuz i dunno how to express myself well enough
that's certainly not good!
so i really must learn to express my love, care and concern
so that the people i love and care will know about it
have to learn to say more things like:
"I love you"
"I care about you"
and "I really concern about you"
i must learn to be expressive
so that you will know that i treasure you
i really do~
11:45 PM
though i mayb in the same house as them
bt somehow i seem to know too little
too little about wad problems they face
yea... far too little
guilty? ya... i really feel guilty
juz got to knw that liyee faces really big bully in sch
all her clsmates boycott her becux of some bytches (well, i always dun like to say that... bt this time, they were really too much)
they even went to her blog to spam!!!
feel like giving them each a tight slap!
wake up gals!!!
stop bullying my sis will you!
liting undergoes pain too
guys are difficult to understand ya?
cuz u will nv know what they are thinking
esp when you din get to know what they are thinking
too much heartbreaking things going on
cheer up sisters~
gd friends are hard to find~ yet you will sure find them soon
gd guys are hard to find too.... bt its juz a matter of time~
be strong~
n im sorry for knowing it abit late (or is it too late?)
10:36 PM
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
"which star are you from?"
is really a nice show
the gal is soooooOooo pretty can?
n the guy is soooooOooo handsome~
left another 6 episodes before i finish this show
super nice!!!
我刚要找到心灵的中心
她就跑来到处扰乱
为什么我总是想见她呢？
只要见到她的脸就想笑
见到她的脸，我的心就好痛
真是快要疯了
11:38 PM
