once in a blue moon i will log on to friendster n try to look at my friends' profiles esp when i found out the changes that my friends undergo
like today i found out the link to my pri sch clsmate's friendster oh my he has changed alot~ most of my pri sch clsmates change alot~ some i cant even recognise have to take a second look then realise AH.... its him/her
everyone changes even my sec sch 'not so gd clsmate' becomes pretty le haix~ then i will start to think~ wad about mi? i like din really change alot like a bit 没出息 then i will start to get moody real moody
life seems meaningless really wanna do something that will make my life meaningful im still searching for this 'thing' bt somehow i see nothing
i envy those with attitude and character cuz at least they are willing to express their real self to the outside world not caring bout how others will look at them or how others will dislike them somehow my inner self wan to become someone like this at least i can appear to be strong n mayb i will be happier
