yea!!! it's CNY eve today and tt means i will have steamboats to eat lo~! WOOHOO....
just b4 i go to my grandparents' house here i wish everyone a very HAPPY NIU YEAR!!! GONG XI FA CAI~!
side track a bit here's xiao zhu mv.... 潮男正传
1:56 PM
Friday, January 16, 2009
TADA!!!!
2:46 PM
Thursday, January 15, 2009
seriously cant wait for his latest mv
here's a little preview of it....
3:42 PM
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
yea! i felt much better today probably becux i slpt alot today!
did nothing much today such an unproductive day well... hope that tml i can do something productive
cant wait to watch Show's latest mv which is out tml!!! i cant wait for his album (the version which dvds) and im probably going to buy lee hom's album too WAHAHAHA.... both my super favourite!
lesson at 0830 tml *yawnx* better go slp soon.... =)
oh ya! now im a chairman of a club....
and the club is.... Super Sotong Club... and i do have a personal secretary too... WAHAHAHA! =p
11:41 PM
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
yes... i am emo today! this emo-ness really affects me quite a little i am very quiet today after the incident.... no laughter... keep dazing.... in deep tots....
i really won't mind whether my friends are on my side or not they can choose to be neutral... cuz it doesn't matter them at all... it's something between me and her... an incident that took place years ago... bt somehow, i can still remember everything so vivdly after so long...
yes.... u can say that im petty, narrow-minded, pessimistic, stupid, dumb, wadeva... BUT pls don't point fingers at me and saying that i caused everything and that i choose to quarrel with her n now end up like that cuz u simply dunno everything and anything u dunno what is between us what did i do u dunno if i put in my very best to ask for forgiveness u dunno a thing!!!
whatever i did, only me n her know the best bt she choose to ignore me, like i do not exist at all!
u dunno my pain no matter how much i try to avoid her i still see her in sch u dunno how much i felt like quitting sch during yr 1 when all these things happen u dunno how much it hurts me
to her, i mayb just another friend bt to me, she was my important friend cuz as u said i got not many friends really... not many less than 10 i guess
yes! im not popular i dun have a big circle of friends bt do u think i choose to not have friends?
i am super affected by the words u said tt's y i raised my voice at u i nearly lost my temper bt i know... i cannot vent my anger on u i have to control my emotions cuz i dun wish to lose an important friend again with my emotions
i learnt a GREAT lesson from tt experience tt's y now i can only laugh, smile n joke with my friends never will i show my emotions (negative ones) to them again i promise myself that b4
blogging is the only way that i can vent out my unhappiness dun worry... i will be fine again after writing such a long post bt again, i will continue to avoid her especially her eyes... not becux i feel guilty is becux i cannot stop myself from feeling upset
in order to prevent myself from feeling sad the only thing is to avoid and escape from the whole prob cuz this prob can NEVER NEVER be solved not that i want to is that i am being forced to
was chatting with sotong... regarding certain unhappy stuffs n i felt much better after talking to her cuz i realise that she can really understand how i feel... n she is right.... we r quite similar in some areas
sometimes i felt that im not being appreciated of what i have done bt im still giving the best that i could give friends' feelings are very impt to me i always wanted them to b happy
sotong is rite we must start to be less emotionally involved especially when friends confide in us
i need to learn alot so that im not easily affected... i have to trust my friends that they can deal with their problems well even without me
cuz actually sometimes i feel that my words are redundant might as well keep quiet at times just smile n nod head
yes... mayb i have to start to be like that so that i wont feel upset i wont feel stupid
i shall not repeat my mistakes over and over again cuz that's what stupid ppl do n i wanna prove that im not stupid im learning from my mistakes
10:50 PM
Thursday, January 01, 2009
Happy 2009, everyone!!!
may 2009 be a better year for everyone to all my loved ones out there.... stay healthy and happy
know what you wan in life and put in ur very best to achieve them
