Saturday, January 10, 2009
was chatting with sotong...
regarding certain unhappy stuffs
n i felt much better after talking to her
cuz i realise that she can really understand how i feel...
n she is right.... we r quite similar in some areas
sometimes i felt that im not being appreciated of what i have done
bt im still giving the best that i could give
friends' feelings are very impt to me
i always wanted them to b happy
sotong is rite
we must start to be less emotionally involved
especially when friends confide in us
i need to learn alot
so that im not easily affected...
i have to trust my friends that they can deal with their problems well
even without me
cuz actually
sometimes i feel that my words are redundant
might as well keep quiet at times
just smile n nod head
yes... mayb i have to start to be like that
so that i wont feel upset
i wont feel stupid
i shall not repeat my mistakes over and over again
cuz that's what stupid ppl do
n i wanna prove that im not stupid
im learning from my mistakes
10:50 PM
